so tired
first part of mom's chemo was today (just the R from the R-CHOP.) she had weird shivery spasms all over her body. they had to stop the treatment for a while until everything settled down. she's feeling OK, if really tired tonight, so i guess it wasn't that bad.
tomorrow is the CHOP in the R-CHOP. i'm guessing she's really going to feel like crap tomorrow. i'm also worried because she's sniffling this evening, and blowing her nose a lot. if she gets a cold now, i don't know what would happen. her immune system is fucked...
part of me wants to be an orthodox jew, keep kosher, wear long skirts, follow all the rituals. i find something so comforting about judaism. i have no idea why.
bed.
tomorrow is the CHOP in the R-CHOP. i'm guessing she's really going to feel like crap tomorrow. i'm also worried because she's sniffling this evening, and blowing her nose a lot. if she gets a cold now, i don't know what would happen. her immune system is fucked...
part of me wants to be an orthodox jew, keep kosher, wear long skirts, follow all the rituals. i find something so comforting about judaism. i have no idea why.
bed.