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I hate the way I feel right now. I just got off the phone with Andrew for most likely the last time until he gets back from Iraq. I really just want to cry and I can't because I have no one to cry to. I feel like everyone has someone/something to depend on or turn to except me now. I tell him everything. Half the stuff he knows no one else has even heard before. Who am I supposed to talk to now. Who am I supposed to depend on. Whose shoulder will I cry on. I know that ya'll are here for me and that you're my friends, but it's just not the same for some reason.