Car Wash
I had an ok time at the car wash. Adam was there. That was fun. I missed him so much, but everyone kept bitching at me. So, I wasn't having much fun not to mention that it was really hot and I don't feel well. I feel like crap right now. I was really mean to Adam. He took Missy down to Kelsi's and he was supposed to come and pick me up but we finished early so he wasn't there when it was time for me to leave. I feel bad because I called him and yelled at him. I didn't mean to I was just upset. I know that he loves me and that he didn't do that intentionally, but he made a promise and he didn't keep it. I know in the back of my mind that it wasn't his fault that he didn't keep it. He couldn't help that traffic was really bad. But it just made me feel like crap. I have felt like I was going to cry all day and that just finally pushed me over the edge. I can't believe that I cried over something stupid like that but I did. GOD I hate my self right now. I don't want to treat him like that. I want to be nice to him I was just upset. He said that he may come over to Vici's later so that we can talk, but he's not sure if he's gonna be able to make it. Which upsets me because we need to talk and we need to... well ya'll should know what else we need to do. I feel so bad and I'm not sure when I'll be back to town and he's leaving on the 14th to go on his cruise so this is something we need to do before he leaves.