the kissing disease-ha
the california sunshine has left me
and its raining raining
summer will pass quickly and soon all the items i've cluttered into this unbearable space will be trashed or packed in boxes purchased from soho storage and all that of import will be carried in the last starving vessels of my mind..there seems so very little anymore.
can i never hold on to anything worthwhile?
photos were always meant to capture these precious pieces of time, these worthwhile notions and sentiments, however, looking over far too many of them leave me feeling as a middle aged mother of four might looking at her childhood by the beach while her father was still alive, and her mother not yet an alcoholic. how dare i even compare. yet one can never return. i wont get any of these moments back. and too many memories, mexico and previous, can not be looked upon without feelings of immense poverty in the present
fleeting as life is, i manage so often to fall into pits of paralysis, where nothing is accomplished and all are distant.
fuck that. im so tired of it. im just not going to do it this time.
ddddd
and its raining raining
summer will pass quickly and soon all the items i've cluttered into this unbearable space will be trashed or packed in boxes purchased from soho storage and all that of import will be carried in the last starving vessels of my mind..there seems so very little anymore.
can i never hold on to anything worthwhile?
photos were always meant to capture these precious pieces of time, these worthwhile notions and sentiments, however, looking over far too many of them leave me feeling as a middle aged mother of four might looking at her childhood by the beach while her father was still alive, and her mother not yet an alcoholic. how dare i even compare. yet one can never return. i wont get any of these moments back. and too many memories, mexico and previous, can not be looked upon without feelings of immense poverty in the present
fleeting as life is, i manage so often to fall into pits of paralysis, where nothing is accomplished and all are distant.
fuck that. im so tired of it. im just not going to do it this time.
ddddd