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Jun 03, 2004 01:10

this will become a post-it note (bear/bare with me)
before i retreat to my fire escape with my new cat and rank-ass old mar-light menthols from aj...'s (who knows how to spell) house...mark really interests me at the moment beings that..

-i had more faith, and i guess more people had faith in me. but i didnt expect certain friendships to die...so hard.
-i will miss my girls more than..arg..who knows what
-i had less faith in funny people who were always so crazy conceited (i maybe shouldn't talk) but within whom now i find absolute enjoyment and it is just possible it is reciprocated.
-boys i like bite. they hurt. and hurt. and maybe dont hurt so much because still i find myself smiling over the last argument that was surely the last before california, but it really was just so excellent
-i think im looking other-wise (i want to say) but maybe other directions
dont pretend to know

no you, who i wanted.
but a slight rekindling..and re-um- meeting with a few i wouldn't have expected to have locked..germs..with.

big math tomorrow
thanks for the good lucks and big hopes! i dont know..
yeah bai.

-(that's for you to fill)
dddd
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