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George is coming home without finishing his treatment. He won't tell me how long the doctors said he has without it. He probably won't seek out more in the future. I don't know how to handle this. I will be completely realistic and honest with you: I do not have the maturity or stability to handle this. I can not be a widow before I'm 30. If he goes, I go. I've well made up my mind.