Boredom is Multi-Faceted
It's been a bit. I've been having some crazy rollercoaster stuff in my emotional life, so it's not surprising. Lately I've hit one of those spells where nothing can hold my interest, even the things that usually never fail. It's really difficult to go through life bored and down-hearted. I was even being cynical while watching the new Arashi concert, thinking Has Sho forgotten how to be Sho-chan instead of Sakurai-kun? Thankfully there's always an encore (and a double encore) and the boys are always more relaxed during that part. You can really see how happy they are and that's all I really want. Plus, there were some really squeal-worthy things said during this concert XD
I had finally gotten a job, but it looks like the business has slowed down for the summer and my hours are cut drastically. I wasn't even making enough as it was, so now I have to look for another high-labor, low-pay job to hopefully keep me afloat. At the same time I'm trying to get my stuff together so I can apply for a teaching position and get out of this stupid situation period. It's a sad day when getting a teacher's pay seems like being rich. XP But it really is a lot more than what I'm getting now.
In any case, I'm busy, I wish I had the motivation to finish the half-done projects and even posts that I have up, but I'm just not into it right now. But I'm sure that day will come again when I'm up to the task. It always does.
Ahhh~~ I'm still really not over this spell, but at least it's lighthearted boredom instead of downhearted boredom. That has to be an improvement I think. I'll sign off here and maybe go organize some things that are itching at my sense of rightness in the world.
I had finally gotten a job, but it looks like the business has slowed down for the summer and my hours are cut drastically. I wasn't even making enough as it was, so now I have to look for another high-labor, low-pay job to hopefully keep me afloat. At the same time I'm trying to get my stuff together so I can apply for a teaching position and get out of this stupid situation period. It's a sad day when getting a teacher's pay seems like being rich. XP But it really is a lot more than what I'm getting now.
In any case, I'm busy, I wish I had the motivation to finish the half-done projects and even posts that I have up, but I'm just not into it right now. But I'm sure that day will come again when I'm up to the task. It always does.
Ahhh~~ I'm still really not over this spell, but at least it's lighthearted boredom instead of downhearted boredom. That has to be an improvement I think. I'll sign off here and maybe go organize some things that are itching at my sense of rightness in the world.