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[menippyscratch]

I'm having a battle with myself
Part of me says independence!
The other says oh, you're lonely

I put my finger on it
And its scary and reassuring at the same time
That it's what I want so badly
Because there is no way to tell what it is
What it could be
when every other time
I could see twenty years of me.
Maybe I would have been happy,
But I don't want life to be predictable.

Ok. Maybe a little foresight would be nice right now...
For stress's sake.