defiance
i know in my last enty i said it would be my last one and even though i doubt anyone will read it i found i care what i post and that reading the old posts lets sort of hold on to the past. because my world seems to change so fast i dont want to forget what has happened to me, what has made me stronger. my life flies by me and everything that i want to hold on to so much seem to be the first things that go. I would tell you about the dreams I have been having lately but im not to sure your ready for them yet, i sure as hell wasn't. im in a state right now of i know who I am, i know what I need to do, but I dont know if I can do it. and to answer that question of how many people live in your world, as many people as you want to let be a part of your world. and for me right now that is one.