my life as a story book
a couple days ago in a deel conversation with my friend vendetta
i noticed a bee drowning in the spa
i thought it was a horrible way to go...drowning and all
so i have him two chances to stay and float on a leaf
he failed both times
what a lozer
i took him out and he was drying off
he kept slipping on to his back, belly up...
he dried and was able to walk on his own...
HE WALKED STRAIGHT INTO THE SPA AGAIN
...
i honeslty think he wanted to go
it made me sad
i screamed no and tryed to grab him out again
he got sucked into the filter
i felt really bad
40 seconds or so later he came out...
he died..
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there is a snail outside my door
i almost didnt see him
he shell was painted green (when they repainted our house)
it bothered me that the painters didnt even care to notice him sleeping
or just dragging along
what if he hates that dark green
his shell is no longer shiney..
i feel bad for him.
hes munching on something outside more door
it looks like a piece of bark
maybe bread
hhehe he has a green shell... =( <-- still makes me sad
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im bothered.
i hate guys
and how they cant handle just being myfriend
they cant handle "being rejected"
and they wont come back cause they are too pride fucked
and think they will look like a "pussy" for crawling back
cause no there secret is exposed.
i dont know what you want for me
but im not going to offer anything more than my frriend ship.
and i dont think its fair what they do.
get over yourself.
its almost 3 and im still awake
i no longer really sleep
i should get to sleep
.....its been a long long while since i wrote but its not like
anyone reads this anyways
....later days.
i noticed a bee drowning in the spa
i thought it was a horrible way to go...drowning and all
so i have him two chances to stay and float on a leaf
he failed both times
what a lozer
i took him out and he was drying off
he kept slipping on to his back, belly up...
he dried and was able to walk on his own...
HE WALKED STRAIGHT INTO THE SPA AGAIN
...
i honeslty think he wanted to go
it made me sad
i screamed no and tryed to grab him out again
he got sucked into the filter
i felt really bad
40 seconds or so later he came out...
he died..
--------------------
there is a snail outside my door
i almost didnt see him
he shell was painted green (when they repainted our house)
it bothered me that the painters didnt even care to notice him sleeping
or just dragging along
what if he hates that dark green
his shell is no longer shiney..
i feel bad for him.
hes munching on something outside more door
it looks like a piece of bark
maybe bread
hhehe he has a green shell... =( <-- still makes me sad
-----------------------
im bothered.
i hate guys
and how they cant handle just being myfriend
they cant handle "being rejected"
and they wont come back cause they are too pride fucked
and think they will look like a "pussy" for crawling back
cause no there secret is exposed.
i dont know what you want for me
but im not going to offer anything more than my frriend ship.
and i dont think its fair what they do.
get over yourself.
its almost 3 and im still awake
i no longer really sleep
i should get to sleep
.....its been a long long while since i wrote but its not like
anyone reads this anyways
....later days.