Aug 06, 2004 20:59
so... i officially do now know what is going on any longer. i know that i need to spend some seriousl time in prayer and listening to what God is trying to say to me. i know that this is one of the first real tests i have faced since my experience the other night and i dont want to screw it up. i know that god's will is perfect and god's time is perfect. i like him and he knows this and he likes me and i know this. but there are so many things that seem to complicate things ya know? i know that all things work for the good of those who love him and i am so excited to see what god has in store for me over these next few days and weeks. be praying for me if you happen to think of it. i always appreciate it. im excited and anxious and nervous and calm all at the same time. which cuold get nauseating lol but thats cool. later kiddos