ive got joy...
last night was soooo fun. it was so nice to kinda get away from everything. man... veggie burgers, napoleaon dynamite, cd world, starbucks for two hours, kill bill, and top it off with talking for another hour lol. so fun. i went to nw this morning cuz josh watned me to go and i have never felt more uncomfortable or more unwelcome in my entire life. like i had to leave early it was bothering me so much. the singing was awesome though and i totally enjoyed it. i think that i am about to head out to mesquite to hang out with cory coons before he leaves me for 2 weeks lol so sad. but he is playing volleyball at the moment so i think i will wait a few minutes. i have been feeling so much happier these past few days. i know that joy never leaves, that it can just be kind of supressed but i can finally feel... well anything again. it is so nice. i feel so happy and excited. i love my family i hope that austin is having fun in new york i am so proud of him. love you bub. later yall
mads
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