Current mood: revved up
Current music: Doctor Jones
Current taste: Potatos... mmmm
Current hair: pigtails!
Current clothes: red capris and mighty mouse shirt stolen from Stephanie, skirt, legwarmers, zesty red bra, and political undies
Current smell: I dunno.
Current thing I ought to be doing: My English questions, I guess...
Current windows open: My update journal page, aim, MusicMatch Jukebox
Current desktop picture: Just black. I used to have a really great picture of Johnny
Current favorite band: Le Tigre
Most listened to: ABBA, and Aqua right now. Also some Prince, and Micheal Jackson, and Indigo Girls... lots of stuff
Current book: Women With Big Eyes. aka Las mujeres de ojos grandes
Current cds in stereo: Poe "Hello" Barenaked Ladies "Maroon", ABBA "Greatest Hits", Weezer "Maladroit", and the Yeah Yeah Yeahs "Fever To Tell"
Current crush: ehhhhh
Current favorite celeb: Audrey Hepburn, Johnny Depp....
Current hate: The cold, winter, snow, Joe's jealousy
Current job: JoJo's
:+:The last time:+:
Last book you read: finished? "Sarah"
Last movie you saw: The Waterboy
Last thing you had to drink: Pepsi
Last time you showered: This morning
Last thing you ate: I'm eating potatos
Last person you talked to on the phone: I dunno. It would have been yesterday
:+:Do I:+:
Smoke?: never
Do drugs?: never
Have sex?: on occasion
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: nope
Play an instrument?: Not currently, but I have played (in the past): piano, harp, and viola
Read the newspaper?: If the headlines catch my eye
Have any gay or lesbian friends? Yes, quite a few. In fact I prefer them.
Believe in miracles?: Not really.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: I suppose it is, but I wouldn't really want to.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? I try, but sometimes....
Consider love a mistake?: no.
Like the taste of alcohol?: no thank you.
Have a favorite candy?: I love chocolate, but I hate the aftertaste. I like strawberry cream savers a lot. and lifesavers.
Believe in astrology?: Not really, but it's uncanny how often things work out.
Believe in magic?: Um... I dunno.
Believe in god?: I'd like to, but I don't.
Have any pets: yes. Tom and Ginny are cats.
Do well in school? Yes
Go to or plan to go to college: yes.
Have any piercings?: four on my left ear, two on my right.
Have any tattoos?: No
Hate yourself?: when I do really stupid stuff
Have an obsession?: not right now.
Have a secret crush? nope. My crushes are usually right out there. How can anything happen in my favor if I don't let people know what I want?
Do they know yet?:
Collect anything?: pictures of Johnny Depp, famous people's autographs on my boobs
Have a best friend? In name, yes.
Close friends?: a few
Wish on stars?: yes, but I don't actually believe that my wish will come true.
Like your handwriting?: no.
Care about looks? Yes, always, but I try not to look like it.
:+:Love life:+:
First crush: Uh... Grant Chow. 2nd grade. He bought me and Sadira carnations on Valentines day
First kiss: Um... Clinton somebody. It was not cute.
Single or attached?: *sheefty eyes* attached...
Ever been in love?: Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? No
Do you believe in "the one?": No.
Describe your ideal significant other: *sigh* I think I'll cover this one in a later entry. Remind me, okay?
:+:Juicy stuff:+:
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: probably....
Have you ever been intoxicated?: No.
Favorite place to be kissed?: Neck, nipples, ears
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": yep, a couple times
Shy to make the first move?: very rarely. In fact, I USUALLY make the first move.
:+:Are you a:+:
Wuss: yes.
Druggy: no
Daydreamer: not particularly. I prefer to daydream at night. I can't concentrate as well in the light
Freak: No
Dork: depends
Bitch/Asshole: that REALLY depends. mostly on other people, but I think usually, I'm pretty nice and considerate.
Brat: not as often as SOME people.
Sarcastic: *sarcasm* Never ever.
Goody-goody: When it will help me.
Devil: Depends who you ask.
Shy: Around Lucas....
Talkative: OH yes, lemme tell you about it....
Adventurous: depends on the circumstances.
Joker: No
Flirty: mostly, yes. Depends on the crowd
:+:Word association:+:
Rubber gloves: Rocky Horror
Rock: The rock at U of M where they paint on it and stuff
Green: tank top
Wet: the bottom of my pants after walking through slush... yuck
Cry: tears, alone
Peanut: low carbs, high protein
Hay: ride
Cold: snow
Steamy: sex
Fast: cars
Freaky: me and Stephanie according to the public school kids
Rain: thunder
Bite: harder
Suck: hickeys?
Blow: job
Hard: essay tests...
So today a bunch of people went over to Stephanie's. It was okay, and about half way through, CJ, Kevin, and Dan (9th grade boys) showed up. So we were dancing and having fun, and ate cake and ice cream and stuff. Now, CJ has this rep as a pimp. He doesn't really deserve it, b/c basiacally he throws himself at girls. So I let him kiss me. It was so ugly. He's SUCH a bad kisser. Someone needs to help him. And it's NOT gonna be me. He wasn't rough enough and I didn't care enough to make him do it my way.
He really likes me, and I have this tendency of allowing guys to have their way with me because I don't care enough to stop them and they get some much out of it. I know, that's not so cool, and usually there are consequences, but....
Unfortunatly for me, Joe was there and he was getting his nuts all in a knot because it was obviously that I was allowing CJ to kiss me (and Joe of course, likes to let his imagination run wold). He's STILL SO JEALOUS!!!!!! Hello! Nothing will ever happen between us. Does he really think I like CJ? CJ's not even cute, and he's way too freakin young. But CJ used to go out with Hannah. I hope he still does, just because Appearantly, I'm such a big dyke. I hope this gets back to her. I feel sorry for her because there were all these rumors about how far they'd gone and stuff. *frown*