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[mendaa]

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[anonymous]

The relationship I'm in is a long-distance, but he feels very close to me. However, on some days, it feels he's too far out to grasp. He's disconnecting from me, and he likes it. I have the feeling sometimes he looses his caring for me on some days, and wants me to leave him alone. He's too nice of a person to say that to me. Most days are comforting, some days I feel like... I'm alone. He doesn't love me. He's only there for the support on him, since he hasn't been in a relationship in over two years.

I don't know how to confront him, but I feel one day I might snap at him because of all the insignificant "feeling" he's given me, like I'm a less of a person to him.

We've been together for almost 8 months. The only time I'm truly happy with him is if I see him. (I have seen him three times, I've flown out to see him) Other than seeing him personally, it's been... completely lonesome, I guess. I always feel like I'm a burden, and wants me to leave him alone. He rarely answers his IM's, and finds it hard to pick up the phone when all I want is a simple conversation. I give him his space.

What am I doing wrong? I give him everything he wants. I don't annoy him, I don't ask questions, I just... love him.

Thank you for putting this up here. I feel better.