bad news
:(
vancouver is soooo beautiful i loved it. it was great. ride back home caused some lifechanging irony. you see on the way back home we passed this cemetery and funeral home and i was just looking at the cars there and people there and thought to myself "just imagine how awful it must feel to have lost a loved one at a time like this..." and then i come home only to find that my grandpa had passed away 2 days ago. I mean to think that it happened so quickly and just like i dont know its a weird feeling and whats weirder is seeing the way my mom is taking it. its sad. she cant grasp the fact that hes gone and she wont accept it and shes frantic to go to spain now. and whats even worse is that i dont know what to make of it.
(i dont know, maybe i shouldnt have put this on livejournal, maybe its too personal, and i should keep it to myself? i just want school to start.)