life, or something like it.

[menamagic]

i feel like i have no time for anything so often that i forget that i, realistically, have almost all the time in the world.

a few things:

- i'm kind of unhappy right now. well, very unhappy, but things are strange. i know what happens, what i do, are all choices i make, but if you asked me why i did some of the things i have done i couldn't really tell you. i had a minor mental breakdown a couple days ago partly because of the confusion i feel simply attempting to make something of who i am.
- lonely.
- i'm in a great little show that is competing (or something) for a couple hundred dollar prize (which i found out long after i started rehearsals) and i'm making nice little riverside connections in theater. someone asked me to audition with them for this great company's production of othello this summer, and confidentially, iago is one of my dream roles.
- classes are blah. i feel as though i'm not making any new friends anymore. it sucks and i constantly wish i had gotten to live in the dorms.
- lonely.
- i've been listening to a lot of music. it's been affecting me a lot lately.

ah well, when i have more time, i'll explain and expand - remind of the things i missed.