Apr 17, 2003 15:05
Yesterday I decided was going to be the day I tidy out my computer of all the old files, pictures, and emails I do not longer require anymore. Cleaning out the emails was the highest thing I ever did on a computer that day. Have you ever started reading something from your past that made you laugh out loud and completely relive the memory as if it were just the other day? Reading and looking at those old files on my computer brought back a slew of recollections, which all improved my day and made me feel a bit at harmony about everything. I got so caught up at reading and looking at every thing that I just made another folder for those old memories.
Yesterday night I was outside appreciating the way the moonlight hits the water in my pool creating a harmonious reflection that you're only lucky to catch if you sit at an angle on a certain spot when all of a sudden this cool gust of wind launder over my body. Being that I was out there in only a thin cotton tee and shorts, I instantly felt frigid. I didn't go inside. I stayed curled up in a ball in the chair, holding my legs to my chest and resting my chin on my knees. Even though my body was shivering, I was at complete ease. I like sitting like that even in the daring of weather temperatures simply because it relaxes my thoughts and allows me to clear my mind and actually contemplate about things. I don't know what my mind is deciphered once I'm back inside the warm lit noisy house I dwell in. I guess I kind of zone out. It happens.