funeral
The funeral was mostly quiet with a lot of sniffing. My favorite teacher talked and he lightened the mood and I didn't cry and break down till the end. Ugh...I still can't believe it. When they played "amazing grace", I was furiously blinking back the tears but damn they wouldn't stop. I never felt so fragile before and Jil had to comfort me. >_< So sad and I guess broke because I know that would be closest contact I would ever be with her again and omg...I still can't believe it. *sigh*
Well more depressing news. Grades. Lets just leave it at that. I really thought I tried this quarter and stuff because lately I haven't really been into the whole computer and watching too much tv but I guess its because I've been preoccupied with the whole college process and scholarships thing. *sigh* Well atleast I brought my other grades up so it wouldn't look so bad. Mann...but I'm still going to get killed and get shouted out and yeah. *sigh* I don't know what I have to do anymore. I've tried everything. Just so tired of school. I want summer break. :(
Well more depressing news. Grades. Lets just leave it at that. I really thought I tried this quarter and stuff because lately I haven't really been into the whole computer and watching too much tv but I guess its because I've been preoccupied with the whole college process and scholarships thing. *sigh* Well atleast I brought my other grades up so it wouldn't look so bad. Mann...but I'm still going to get killed and get shouted out and yeah. *sigh* I don't know what I have to do anymore. I've tried everything. Just so tired of school. I want summer break. :(