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I need a change. It used to be just us saying “yeah will never do it again“, or “just this once”. I have just been lying to myself and my friends. I'm falling into a endless tunnel , and I cant seem to find the light. I'm scared and alone. last night I'm hoping was a wake up call for everyone, including me. Its amazing how this tiny pill can have such to huge hold on my life.
Midwest aftermath, the rumors start to rise
Did I truly do the things that you've described?
They must hate me, every single one
It just sickens them, what I consider fun.
^isn’t it the truth. Sick..
I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end
But I choose to abuse for the time being,
maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die.
^I can only hope.
Midwest aftermath, the rumors start to rise
Did I truly do the things that you've described?
They must hate me, every single one
It just sickens them, what I consider fun.
^isn’t it the truth. Sick..
I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end
But I choose to abuse for the time being,
maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die.
^I can only hope.