Listen To My Heart
I am so Mad wit my self i wanna move on so bad but its not happenin ive been prayin for months n it hasnt happened yet n everytime i ask god to give somekind of answer all i get are dreams of her n i meet ppl that tell me to try everything to get her bak but i dont do it cuz im honestly scared of goin threw this whole depression thing again but i want her so bad in my life she makes me feel so happy n good inside n everytime i see im blown away like i am seein her for like the 1st time n sometimes i catch myself starrin at her n im like oh my god n i just wanna go n give her a kiss n hold her in my arms but i dont n htis is killin me n i dont kno wut to do n im so frustrated n confused n i need god to help me on this .........