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I live. Mostly. Today was my last official day of work. I've got off until like tuesday of next week. Tomorrow's my last class, too, for a while.
Just feels like I'm waiting around. I'm going out a little more but not enough, or something. I'm torn between making an ass of myself for the attention, just to be around people a little, or shutting myself in until all this is over.
Holidays. Go figure. I did get from Susie where Tim was buried so. I dunno. Maybe I'll do the honorable thing and put some flowers there or something. I'm not really sure how that kind of stuff works. I should probably do it though. Tim was like family. A better father to me than the one I got stuck with, anyway.
And see? Then I get all depressing and lame and I'm trying not to think about this stuff.
My life's been chugging forward so fast the last couple of months this downtime is killing me, I guess. Ignoring it isn't really coping with it though.
I dunno. I need to sleep more or something. I can never get to sleep anymore.
Just feels like I'm waiting around. I'm going out a little more but not enough, or something. I'm torn between making an ass of myself for the attention, just to be around people a little, or shutting myself in until all this is over.
Holidays. Go figure. I did get from Susie where Tim was buried so. I dunno. Maybe I'll do the honorable thing and put some flowers there or something. I'm not really sure how that kind of stuff works. I should probably do it though. Tim was like family. A better father to me than the one I got stuck with, anyway.
And see? Then I get all depressing and lame and I'm trying not to think about this stuff.
My life's been chugging forward so fast the last couple of months this downtime is killing me, I guess. Ignoring it isn't really coping with it though.
I dunno. I need to sleep more or something. I can never get to sleep anymore.