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He doesn't understand that it's completely different from him and Fish. Maybe that's what's pissing me off so bad. I know I'm jealous of them, I want what they have, but I'm never gonna have it with her. We've had the talk already, she's not my girlfriend, she's not the kind to settle down. It's great, yeah, and convenient and comfortable but it's not permanent and I promised not to fall in love.
If I wore my heart on my sleeve for real I'd already be a mess.
Have to talk to her. Maybe I should just go back to Jersey. I don't know how dangerous that might be but whatever. I can take the damage to my body. I don't know if I can take this hurt in my chest.
I hate falling in love.
If I wore my heart on my sleeve for real I'd already be a mess.
Have to talk to her. Maybe I should just go back to Jersey. I don't know how dangerous that might be but whatever. I can take the damage to my body. I don't know if I can take this hurt in my chest.
I hate falling in love.