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Oct 29, 2008 22:01

I'm no god damn hero at all.

She would tell me if she meant to leave. Like last weekend. She'd say something.

My fucking chest hurts. I suck at this. I suck at all of it. Gen wants me to go to the fucking Nexus and ask if anyone else is missing. Why does it have to be Fish and Njoki and not some other fucking people?

I used the possessive. She's not mine. I know she's not. Why did I say that? Fuck.

I fall apart too easily. If I run maybe it'll turn off.

guilt, off like a switch, ignoring being angry, a hatred of all things, private post, no hero at all, njoki, fish

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