THIRTY ONE.
I'm not the only one who saw that, right? The T.V. just... I thought it was broken. But I guess- no, that's just. Ridiculous.
[Private to himself, except it is not (fail)]
I can't believe it's almost been a whole year since I've been here. It feels like it's been longer.
Silent Hill.
My head gets all fogged up when I try to remember now. Has it really been this long? Since I tried to kill myself? Since I... killed Mary? Even now, I still feel like I could be dreaming. Maybe I'm really just at the bottom of that lake, waiting for the dream to end at last. Lately, I feel more like that. I don't know why I'm still alive, sometimes. Why I had to live, and Mary had to suffer all those years.
I never understood why it had to be like that, even after she died.
Maria and Laura. I wonder if I can even protect them- I can't even save them.
Angela... still wants that knife back too. But I can't.
I know you won't answer me, but... I wish I knew what to do, Mary.
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[Private to himself, except it is not (fail)]
I can't believe it's almost been a whole year since I've been here. It feels like it's been longer.
Silent Hill.
My head gets all fogged up when I try to remember now. Has it really been this long? Since I tried to kill myself? Since I... killed Mary? Even now, I still feel like I could be dreaming. Maybe I'm really just at the bottom of that lake, waiting for the dream to end at last. Lately, I feel more like that. I don't know why I'm still alive, sometimes. Why I had to live, and Mary had to suffer all those years.
I never understood why it had to be like that, even after she died.
Maria and Laura. I wonder if I can even protect them- I can't even save them.
Angela... still wants that knife back too. But I can't.
I know you won't answer me, but... I wish I knew what to do, Mary.
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