I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
...
WHAT IS THIS MADNESS?!
This summer is shaping up to be something most excellent!
I cannot describe how truly awesome this little vacation-from-vacation (the latter being Chapman, thank you) might be.
My summer will potentially be chock-full of...uhm...what's the word for, like, having the time of your life, or somthing?
FUCK YEAH MOTHAFUCKA.
FUCK.
YEAH.
I just hope I don't jinx anything.
CELABRATORY PELVIS THRUST. RIGHT NOW.
FEEL IT.
ENJOY IT.
BE SCARRED FOR LIFE.
----*
I want to push all of my feelings aside and just be, like I have been trying to for the past three weeks. It's no longer possible, though. As much as it sucks to face matters, I'm really glad that I've been somewhat able to release the anguish and the pain somewhere other than the back of my mind. It hurts, though. It has to.
This morning I found myself humbled. I'm not the only one who has ever experienced pain. Even though I've tried my best to keep silent and under the radar, I've felt some diluded sense of entitlement. Maybe its a malignant cry for support. I don;t know.
Birthday in four days. Love on me all you want that day. Or maybe today, I dont mind.
WHAT IS THIS MADNESS?!
This summer is shaping up to be something most excellent!
I cannot describe how truly awesome this little vacation-from-vacation (the latter being Chapman, thank you) might be.
My summer will potentially be chock-full of...uhm...what's the word for, like, having the time of your life, or somthing?
FUCK YEAH MOTHAFUCKA.
FUCK.
YEAH.
I just hope I don't jinx anything.
CELABRATORY PELVIS THRUST. RIGHT NOW.
FEEL IT.
ENJOY IT.
BE SCARRED FOR LIFE.
----*
I want to push all of my feelings aside and just be, like I have been trying to for the past three weeks. It's no longer possible, though. As much as it sucks to face matters, I'm really glad that I've been somewhat able to release the anguish and the pain somewhere other than the back of my mind. It hurts, though. It has to.
This morning I found myself humbled. I'm not the only one who has ever experienced pain. Even though I've tried my best to keep silent and under the radar, I've felt some diluded sense of entitlement. Maybe its a malignant cry for support. I don;t know.
Birthday in four days. Love on me all you want that day. Or maybe today, I dont mind.