look back, if that's what you want.

May 16, 2009 18:49

i don't know if every city is this boring of if i'm just apathetic. so i'm halfway through my ambitious goal of completing all 6 seasons of one tree hill for this short break, then off to bangkok it is. in the inbetweens, i've found myself work, at my father's which isn't so bad.

i feel like i no longer want to pursue passion, because in the process of fighting for what you want, you gain nothing - you cross people, and you don't have money, and people are equally judgmental even though they are fronting the entire acceptance campaign. it's hypocritical, really. so i find the entire thing farcical, no less.

you see, i'd rather cross people and have something to show for it. besides, my age gives me permission to be materialistic, it's part of the next phase of life, there's no denying.

i miss a lot of people. but there's always no time or money. just know that i really care about each of you, even though we might not have met up in the longest time.

people always leave, and sometimes they come back. do they, really?

mental garbage

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