You are totally unfair. No HMD post? Well, shit, guess I'll just have to dump my fat load of truth right here then. You can delete this shit after you read it. I'm just being a cheating asshole and taking advantage of the fact that I have extra time to do this in. Hahahahahaha.
Don't worry, though. I'm not here to tear into you. Far from it. I'm here because you're an amazing person and RPer and friend and I want to let you know how things are before you end up stressing yourself too much over this stuff. The first thing you should know is that your Jade is amazing and I'm not the only one who thinks so. Our whole cast does. And it's not just them. The reason mafia gets so excited when you come in and it's double or triple Jades? It's because it's your Jade and they all adore her. They adore you. Your Jade is one of the best ones out there and you should feel proud for having so many people out there that love her. Trust me. You aren't doing it wrong or near wrong at all. There aren't very many Jades that are even on your level, let alone any that are better than you.
Secondly, let's take a hypothetical situation where there may just exist - by some miracle - a better Jade than you out there. Okay great. I still prefer playing with you. Let's be honest here - RPing is just as much about the people you are playing with as it is about the characters you play. And I honestly can't think of a person I'd rather play with more than you, Man-D. Seriously. I mean, do you think that I have like six concurrent running threads with you out of some weird form of obligation? Or that I joined Sorting Hat because I love Harry Potter that much? No, of course not. The reason I still play at SC is largely due to you. I do it because you are an awesome person and there's nobody else I want to play with more than you. That's not to say that I don't like playing with other people, it's just that end of the day, the person who I always look forward to RPing with the most is you. Hahaha, if I'm up stupidly late it's because I'm busy skyping or chatting with you on AIM. That's just the way it is. Never ever say you think you're dragging me down - it couldn't be further from the truth. You drag me up as a person and an RPer. Whenever I talk to you and you're having a good day, it makes my day that much better. And the opposite is true too - whenever I talk to you and you're having a shitty day, it makes my day worse. But I would rather know that than not and help you with that. The point of all this stupid rambling bullshit is that in the end, I want to RP with you more than anyone else. That's it. You are my favorite - person, friend, RPer, etcetera. It's you. Not that this should come as a surprise.
The thing is I don't want you to feel like you have to drop for my sake because I'm really happy with what's going on now. Honest to god, I'm not lying. But at the same time, I don't want you to feel obligated to keep playing either. You should try to make yourself happy more than anyone. As much as I would hate to see you drop or stay on hiatus or whatever, I'd hate myself just as much if I forced you to stay. You do what you want and I'll be okay with it. Just know that if you did feel like you needed leave, I would want to musebox with you forever. Even if it was just us and something nobody else would see, that's okay. That's how much I enjoy this.
So yeah. That's a super rambly thing that is probably awkward and dumb but hey, what can I say? I think you needed to see this. So that's that, I guess. This is the big secret important thing.
I will never shush from telling you the truth, you amazing person you. You are always so hard on yourself, and I get that, but you need someone to believe in you and support you too. And I've got your back on that. Whatever happens, I'm here for you and I'm not going to judge you. Just saying.
Don't worry, though. I'm not here to tear into you. Far from it. I'm here because you're an amazing person and RPer and friend and I want to let you know how things are before you end up stressing yourself too much over this stuff. The first thing you should know is that your Jade is amazing and I'm not the only one who thinks so. Our whole cast does. And it's not just them. The reason mafia gets so excited when you come in and it's double or triple Jades? It's because it's your Jade and they all adore her. They adore you. Your Jade is one of the best ones out there and you should feel proud for having so many people out there that love her. Trust me. You aren't doing it wrong or near wrong at all. There aren't very many Jades that are even on your level, let alone any that are better than you.
Secondly, let's take a hypothetical situation where there may just exist - by some miracle - a better Jade than you out there. Okay great. I still prefer playing with you. Let's be honest here - RPing is just as much about the people you are playing with as it is about the characters you play. And I honestly can't think of a person I'd rather play with more than you, Man-D. Seriously. I mean, do you think that I have like six concurrent running threads with you out of some weird form of obligation? Or that I joined Sorting Hat because I love Harry Potter that much? No, of course not. The reason I still play at SC is largely due to you. I do it because you are an awesome person and there's nobody else I want to play with more than you. That's not to say that I don't like playing with other people, it's just that end of the day, the person who I always look forward to RPing with the most is you. Hahaha, if I'm up stupidly late it's because I'm busy skyping or chatting with you on AIM. That's just the way it is. Never ever say you think you're dragging me down - it couldn't be further from the truth. You drag me up as a person and an RPer. Whenever I talk to you and you're having a good day, it makes my day that much better. And the opposite is true too - whenever I talk to you and you're having a shitty day, it makes my day worse. But I would rather know that than not and help you with that. The point of all this stupid rambling bullshit is that in the end, I want to RP with you more than anyone else. That's it. You are my favorite - person, friend, RPer, etcetera. It's you. Not that this should come as a surprise.
The thing is I don't want you to feel like you have to drop for my sake because I'm really happy with what's going on now. Honest to god, I'm not lying. But at the same time, I don't want you to feel obligated to keep playing either. You should try to make yourself happy more than anyone. As much as I would hate to see you drop or stay on hiatus or whatever, I'd hate myself just as much if I forced you to stay. You do what you want and I'll be okay with it. Just know that if you did feel like you needed leave, I would want to musebox with you forever. Even if it was just us and something nobody else would see, that's okay. That's how much I enjoy this.
So yeah. That's a super rambly thing that is probably awkward and dumb but hey, what can I say? I think you needed to see this. So that's that, I guess. This is the big secret important thing.
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