if you don't understand something, just accept it.

[memorybliss]

i've been living by that philosophy of late (if you call it a philosophy at all). especially towards studies and some other "stuff". am slugging through my econo text and it is a pain. the concepts still look alien to me, despite poring over them for the whole of today afternoon. the only consolation is probably the fact that the exam's open-book. but then again, so what? if i don't get the shite, i'll still die anyway. the days are counting down... time to start acting like a bumblebee (in wl's words). and get busy! heh.

am up because of the stupid final term paper for the semester. i hate the way my partner's so disorganized in writing. i hate it when people write without taking note of proper spacing and punctuation and upper and lower cases. and missing footnotes. gosh i hate that. i hate editing stupid stuff like that, and here i am doing it. what a waste of time, don't you think? sigh. i don't have a good feeling about this.

am having a slight cramp yet am feeling hungry at the same time. insides are feeling funny. then again, michael buble's singing kissing a fool in the background, and there is this whole weird feeling churning up inside me. i don't know what it is, just that it...is...really...weird.

you know, i'm getting pretty good at censoring myself to certain things. or at least, i'm starting to no longer inflict misery on myself the way i used to. and i kinda like this latest development. =)