Oct 23, 2004 01:57
was supposed to start on my history term paper but there's just no inspiration. i've got a mambo jambo of points thats waiting to be formed into beautiful, coherent sentences, BUT, i kept hitting backspace on my keypad till i decided, aiyah, heck lar. tomorrow. there's always tomorrow... wise advice from a procrastinator. BUT. die die also must complete half the paper by sunday. i'm even thinking of popping by the mega bookstores in town to do some research (since central library copies are limited and there being even more kiasu students than me), and at the same time, get out of the sick routine of alternating between school and home and go out, go downtown, breathe some fresh air.
BUT. going out on a saturday alone, i can only foresee two things. crowd. couples. okay, i'm having second thoughts now. but hey, its been some time since i allowed myself to be affected by all that. so why should it start now?
i really do enjoy my own company at times. and lately too.
oh. i made a new friend today. circumstances were abit strange. but the thing is, i can't remember how he looks like now. haha. all i can say is, some guys are just really courageous or just plain desperate. the former deserves some respect though.
that said, i really should sleep. looking forward to swimming later.
please let it shine. please?