(copy from journal - random babblings)
Posting For Postings Sake
I just thought I would post. For the hell of it. I don't think I have too terribly much of interest to say, but...I haven't posted since Friday so I thought I would. I never remember to post on the weekends. It's not that they're action-packed or anything, but I'm normally at least getting out of the apartment for errands and such and not spending long blocks of hours at the pc. Hence, no entries.
The damned monitor is getting worse. It was pulsing earlier like it was going to go off. It didn't and it stopped for the moment, but ugh. The price of the 19" has gone down to only $5 more than the 17" which is a total steal, but....of course, I'm STILL waiting for the lady to send me the payment. From May 9th I might add. She emailed me yesterday claiming it was coming today. Hrm, 5pm, still no payment. Big surprise. I'm really stressed that it's going to die before I can do anything about it and then life will suck. Hardcore. Without my computer things will go from mindnumblingly dull and boring to unbearable hell. Bad enough to physically not leave one's apartment five days a week, worse if you can't even surf or use your computer. (Leave me the mercy of daytime television only? The horror!)
Haven't been sleeping well the last couple of nights. Keep waking up. And Saturday-into-Sunday night I had awful dreams. Not traditional "boogie man" nightmares because I don't really have those, but awkward, uncomfortable, angry, persecuted dreams of all shades and colors. Bad situations and such.
Dammit, the screen just went all wonky again. And I realized that I think it's getting dull. I just posted a couple of pictures on another community board and I realize I might have blown them WAY out of contrast because it's probably not the pictures were dark, but my monitor. Whoops.
Anyway, there's not much else going on. Just stressing cash as always. Cranky about the monitor and wishing I could just order a new one and be done with it. *sighs* I just lost steam to write more, so I'm abruptly going to end here. Sorry.
I just thought I would post. For the hell of it. I don't think I have too terribly much of interest to say, but...I haven't posted since Friday so I thought I would. I never remember to post on the weekends. It's not that they're action-packed or anything, but I'm normally at least getting out of the apartment for errands and such and not spending long blocks of hours at the pc. Hence, no entries.
The damned monitor is getting worse. It was pulsing earlier like it was going to go off. It didn't and it stopped for the moment, but ugh. The price of the 19" has gone down to only $5 more than the 17" which is a total steal, but....of course, I'm STILL waiting for the lady to send me the payment. From May 9th I might add. She emailed me yesterday claiming it was coming today. Hrm, 5pm, still no payment. Big surprise. I'm really stressed that it's going to die before I can do anything about it and then life will suck. Hardcore. Without my computer things will go from mindnumblingly dull and boring to unbearable hell. Bad enough to physically not leave one's apartment five days a week, worse if you can't even surf or use your computer. (Leave me the mercy of daytime television only? The horror!)
Haven't been sleeping well the last couple of nights. Keep waking up. And Saturday-into-Sunday night I had awful dreams. Not traditional "boogie man" nightmares because I don't really have those, but awkward, uncomfortable, angry, persecuted dreams of all shades and colors. Bad situations and such.
Dammit, the screen just went all wonky again. And I realized that I think it's getting dull. I just posted a couple of pictures on another community board and I realize I might have blown them WAY out of contrast because it's probably not the pictures were dark, but my monitor. Whoops.
Anyway, there's not much else going on. Just stressing cash as always. Cranky about the monitor and wishing I could just order a new one and be done with it. *sighs* I just lost steam to write more, so I'm abruptly going to end here. Sorry.