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[memory_storm]

Sorry for a double post on your f-list, f-list peoplez :But

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[zoesque]

Why did your mom start smoking again. :(

Also I have more or less the same reaction to the smell. Cigarettes make me want to puke, and too much perfume/cologne gives me an instant headache. Ugh.

[memory_storm]

In... October? last year she thought she had a tumor in her vaginal track. It turned out to be nothing, but she thought she was going to die... so she started smoking again to control the stress.

Hasn't stopped since, says she's going to every day.

I've threatened to leave the house (and I did once for a week) if she didn't stop, and she won't stop.

[zoesque]

Your mother is forever worried she has some health issue that's going to kill her. *sighface*

Ugh that REALLY sucks. :( But I mean, at least you yourself are out of the house more, now that you're going to school? :/

[memory_storm]

True... She's also smoking these Super Slims that are like 1/4th of a normal cigarette, and only like 3-4 a day...

She used to smoke 10~12 of the full kings light or w/e back in the day...

She went for a week with no cigs when she ran out durring the snow storm, and didn't really show any reaction.

So she can quit whenever she wants too... When we talk about it she says she has so much stress and i can't pressure her...

But she doesn't have a job, she doesn't go out unless its 1. shopping 2. driving me somewhere/school 3. to my grandmas...

She doesn't have that much to stress about, it's all in her head :x

I don't downplay that she's still upset about loosing her dad/sister... But she needs to move on, and smoking isn't the answer >(

[kiaradaine]

Yeah, same. I always get a gag reflex when I smell cigarette smoke, so when I do I have to cough it out or something.

=/ I have the same problems with focusing though as I think I told you. Good luck getting your work done!

[memory_storm]

My lit assignment is done... My japanese homework is ALMOST done. But as if I'm going to pass the full hiragana test tomorrow. AHAHAHA.

90% of the class failed the mock test :D

[clearless]

At least she smokes outside. My house is small so the whole room fills with smoke. It's even more horrible when she shuts herself in the bathroom and smokes. Urgh, it's so gross.

[creatore_magico]

Smoking is icky >_> I know how you feel when someone just stinks of it and it makes you feel sick. Poor Esper. ;_; I hope you get your homework done!

[dailysky]

god, i can't believe you spoiled the end of kingdom hearts for spaceworrier. you're such a dick. :|