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[memory_faded]

so i've been reminiscing a lot about random things.

foremost in my mind: Nicholas David Smith. 
second: Eric Daniel Eschler.
and third: how much i miss them both.

i wish i knew why i've been thinking about them nonstop for about a month.
i hope its not what i think it is. 
but i thought that i was over him.
but now i'm thinking otherwise.
and its holding me back from jason.

why is life so complicated..?

i wish he would call me so that we could talk. 
and maybe sort these things out.

i miss you..