Fuck you Jonghyun
Title: Fuck You Jonghyun
Pairing: Jongkey
Length: 2,237 words
Rating: PG
Genre: romance, fluff
Summary: Jonghyun has just come back to join SHINee. But when it comes to Key he’s still a little slow.
a/n: this short idea is dedicated to her
Since Jonghyun has been back with them for a week now there isn’t much happening other than schedule appointments and shows. Key is worn out, simply reached his limit. Jonghyun is the only one who still has energy left. No wonder, he had 57 days to rest.
His phone alarm clock wakes him, not too gently breaking the comfortable silence in his room with a deafening noise. Key squeezes his eyes shut and gropes for his phone. Why can’t he stay in dreamland for a little while longer? He finally reaches his cell and blinks through little slits against the bright light to let it shut up.
Key isn’t a morning person at all. If you wake him you’ll be in serious trouble. Only one person is predestined to wake him and everybody in the dorm knows why.
A little smile plays on Key’s lips as he sits up and tugs the blanket closer around his body. Yes, Jonghyun is the only person in the world he can’t be angry at for waking him up. Jonghyun is the only person he can’t be angry at for long, even if he’s angry. He was so happy when Jonghyun finally came back, but the other male is simply too dump to get it. It is frustrating and Key knows he should be angry at his boyfriend, but he can’t.
Sure, they were under constant observation, with the shows and all. But even at their dorm Jonghyun wasn’t behaving like his boyfriend. Key tells himself that it is because of their last week of promotion and he has to admit that it’s been really tiring. But does he ask for too much when he wants some time alone with Jonghyun? Some more signs of attachment? Some more hugs and kisses? Simply some more contact? The smile that has appeared on his face vanishes and a small pout takes its place.
Great his already grumpy morning mood has became worse because of this stupid puppy. He drags himself to the bathroom where Taemin is already brushing his teeth.
“Morning Key-hyung,” he sings with toothbrush in his mouth and a load of foam around his lips, making it a little difficult for Key to understand. But he manages and answers with a tired ‘morning’.
“Everything okay?” Taemin spits out the foam and washes his mouth, worriedly looking at him. Key nods and takes his own brush. The younger makes another attempt to say something, but is interrupted by an overjoyed idiot bursting into the bathroom.
“I wish you both a wonderful good morning.” Jonghyun’s strong singing voice echoes through the room as he brightly smiles at Taemin and Key. The latter slightly leans over the sink, thoroughly brushing his teeth. After a short moment of silence Taemin leaves the two of them alone, wishing the white haired boy a good morning on his way out. Now it is only Key and Jonghyun.
Happily humming the older makes his way over to the sink as well, brushing Key’s arm as he reaches for his toothbrush. The melody is from their new single ‘Why so serious?’ and that pulls Key’s already low mood down even more. Jonghyun’s whole being annoys him, the happiness and the flowers practically emitting from him saying: ‘Hey, I am super duper happy. The world is perfect!’
For Key the world consists of repeating two songs over and over and over again and that is exhausting. Adding up to his low mood is that his boyfriend standing right next to him, apparently doesn’t care about him. He shoots death glares at his happy hyung who doesn’t notice them at all. Jonghyun does a little dance in the bath, swirls around and copies a few moves from their newest song.
Key can’t take it anymore. He quickly spits out the toothpaste, cleans his face and leaves. In the process he may have hit the door shut a little too loud. What does he have to do to be noticed? He stomps back into his room and gets ready for the day. Today is their goodbye stage. Finally. Key doesn’t know why he is so pessimistic, but he can’t help it. It’s probably just the lack of attention from a certain someone.
There is some mumbling outside his room. Probably Jinki complaining about the loud noises, because they still have over two hours left until the performance. Key takes his headphones and plugs them into his ears, shutting the world out. He needs to distract his mind from Jonghyun.
The drive from the event back home is silent. They have all used their last bit of energy, all of them except Jonghyun, the never-getting-tired-idiot. Key glances over to him. His boyfriend has that stupid adorable big smile on as he watches the city passing by. He himself sits in his seat, fully turned to Jonghyun, with his right shoulder against the backrest. Most of the frustration from before has vanished and a little smile tugs at his lips. Taemin, Minho and Jinki are already asleep and Key is also at the edge to dreamland, his eyelids slowly closing. In this moment Jonghyun looks over to him, a tender loving smile on his lips.
The next morning is mostly like the day before. Key gets up, drags himself to the bathroom and gets ready. There is only one event in the morning and the rest of the day is going to be free time. Key can’t wait for it to come. He is terribly tired and the fact that Jonghyun still isn’t noticing him doesn’t improve his mood. There are small, dark shadows under his eyes, even though he slept enough. As Key is just applying some make up to cover the slight shadows Taemin comes bursting into the bathroom.
“Key, Key. Have you seen Jonghyun’s new twitter update?” The maknae giggles and waves Jonghyun’s phone in front of his face. He can’t see anything on the display as he tries to figure out what the younger means. “No, could you please hold still,” he orders with an annoyed voice and Taemin immediately holds still, giving him the opportunity to look at the picture.
Key just blankly stares at the selca of his boyfriend lazily lying in bed. Only when Taemin draws his attention to the text he notices the message dedicated to their fans. ‘A prize for you who are still awake.’ Is that really happening right now? Key feels like someone punched him into his stomach. He feels sick all of a sudden and turns to lean over the sink, breathing in a constant rhythm. “Is everything okay?” Taemin rubs his back worried about the unusual reaction.
Another steadying breath and he snatches the cell phone out of the younger’s hand who blinks at him in surprise as Key leaves the bathroom in a hurry.
“You’re a jerk!” He overreacts, he knows that, but apparently he needs to do something like this until his stupid boyfriend notices. The phone is harshly slammed on the surface of the kitchen table. Everybody stares at him, totally surprised at the feline boy’s reaction.
“What,” Jonghyun stutters and his gaze wanders between Key’s face and the phone in his hand. Kibum makes a hissing noise, turns in place and stomps into his room again. He feels terribly rejected in that moment. In one week Jonghyun never once found the time to come to his room. It would have been enough to stay with him for a few minutes; really, Key would be satisfied with that much. But almost nothing? The only times they touch are on stage and that makes Key so sad. It wasn’t the post right now, it is everything that has gathered over the days added together.
A few minutes later there is a knocking on the door and Jonghyun peeks inside the room.
“Please go, I don’t want to see you right now,” says Key and turns his back towards the door. He takes his phone and pointlessly skips through a few folders, back and forth, just to busy himself. Jonghyun doesn’t even say another word, doesn’t make an attempt to act. He closes the door and leaves him alone like he wanted him to. Small tears build at the corners of Key’s eyes. He wanted to be the only one Jonghyun looks at and cares about, not having to share him with the other SHINee member or the fans. He swallows the uprising tears and gets ready for the very last show.
On the way there he avoids Jonghyun as much as possible, because he knows if they get closer together he will forgive him and Key wants to stay angry at his boyfriend for a little while longer.
So he stays away and the others start to worry even more. They know that Key can be stubborn, but normally he has a reason to be angry and isn’t just mad at someone, especially not Jjong.
At the end of the event Key isn’t even angry anymore, there only is disappointment and rejection. Jonghyun didn’t make one try to talk to him or get his attention. He obeys his wish to leave him alone and so it is Key who steals glances at the white haired guy next to him as they drive back to the dorm. Sometimes Key wonders if Jonghyun really is that slow or simply acts it up.
They arrive home and Taemin immediately packs his stuff and disappears again, Onew vanishes in his room, and Minho grabs his bag to go exercise. That leaves Jonghyun and Key alone together. He sighs heavily and Jonghyun throws him an unreadable expression. They stare at each other for a few moments, Key waits for Jonghyun to do something, anything, and Jonghyun tries to figure out what Key wants him to do.
After a minute, which feels like hours, Key turns and goes to his room again. The 57 days weren’t good. He knew it. Jonghyun staying at his parent’s wasn’t good. He knew it. But he couldn’t tell the older what to do, after all he’s just his boyfriend and family is important as well. They couldn’t see each other on a daily basis like Jonghyun and Key do.
He is just being selfish right now. That much is for sure and the biggest problem for Key is, he knows that, but nevertheless he acts like this. He wants to embrace his boyfriend, have him near him, tell him that he loves him and that he isn’t angry at him. But he can’t, he is too stubborn.
With ever minute he sits in his room without any further response from Jonghyun he gets more uncertain. He is mean, he should go back to him and apologize. Jonghyun has been ill and that wasn’t his fault. Key feels guilty for everything he did, or rather not did in the past 48 hours. Right in the same moment as he stands up to go back to Jonghyun the one in question enters the room, an apologetic expression on his features.
“I’m sorry Key.” That is more than enough for Key give in. He doesn’t know if Jonghyun really understands what he’s done to make Key angry, but that can wait. The now showing smile reflects the contentment and bliss Key feels, because he can finally be alone with Jonghyun. He nods signalizing his boyfriend that he’s forgiven.
The white haired male comes over to his bed, but not before he closes the door behind him. Key stands up and meets him in the middle of the room and Jonghyun immediately embraces him with his strong, warm arms. A relieved sigh leaves Key’s lips. How long has he been waiting for something like that by now? He practically clings to the other male who chuckles at the reaction. “I missed you,” Jonghyun says with a soft voice and the happiness crashing down over Key is overwhelming. How can only a few words make him so happy?
“I missed you too.” Key buries his face in the crook of Jonghyun’s neck and breathes in the unique scent of his handsome boyfriend.
“Sorry it took so long.” Jonghyun’s hand draws little circles on Key’s back. The other hand slowly glides along his side, up his neck and to his chin, guiding it closer to Jonghyun’s lips. The feline boy’s eyes fall shut on the way and he melts into the kiss. Innocent and gentle - that’s what it can be described as. Key opens up and clenches the fabric over the others chest. Another reason why he has been so frustrated is, because he wanted to feel his boyfriend. By now it has been 64 days since they last touched each other and Key is yearning for attention.
He steps back again, guiding them to his bed. Jonghyun grins against his lips when he realizes what’s on the blonde’s mind. Key can’t wait any longer and it is the perfect opportunity. Minho and Taemin are not home and Onew is sleeping. As he bumps against the edge of his bed he lets himself fall onto it, now looking up at his boyfriend, still holding onto the hem of his shirt.
Jonghyun smirks down at Key as he practically begs him with a pleading eyes to continue, leaving the other no other option than to lean down and merge their lips together in a passionate kiss.
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a/n:
okay this took me one and a half day and i'm sooo exhausted right now! but i'm really glad that i finished it.
it's basically key being key and jjong being slow, nothing special but i had the urge to write something when i saw his freaking photo. This is so not okay!
well hoped you enjoed it~
Pairing: Jongkey
Length: 2,237 words
Rating: PG
Genre: romance, fluff
Summary: Jonghyun has just come back to join SHINee. But when it comes to Key he’s still a little slow.
a/n: this short idea is dedicated to her
Since Jonghyun has been back with them for a week now there isn’t much happening other than schedule appointments and shows. Key is worn out, simply reached his limit. Jonghyun is the only one who still has energy left. No wonder, he had 57 days to rest.
His phone alarm clock wakes him, not too gently breaking the comfortable silence in his room with a deafening noise. Key squeezes his eyes shut and gropes for his phone. Why can’t he stay in dreamland for a little while longer? He finally reaches his cell and blinks through little slits against the bright light to let it shut up.
Key isn’t a morning person at all. If you wake him you’ll be in serious trouble. Only one person is predestined to wake him and everybody in the dorm knows why.
A little smile plays on Key’s lips as he sits up and tugs the blanket closer around his body. Yes, Jonghyun is the only person in the world he can’t be angry at for waking him up. Jonghyun is the only person he can’t be angry at for long, even if he’s angry. He was so happy when Jonghyun finally came back, but the other male is simply too dump to get it. It is frustrating and Key knows he should be angry at his boyfriend, but he can’t.
Sure, they were under constant observation, with the shows and all. But even at their dorm Jonghyun wasn’t behaving like his boyfriend. Key tells himself that it is because of their last week of promotion and he has to admit that it’s been really tiring. But does he ask for too much when he wants some time alone with Jonghyun? Some more signs of attachment? Some more hugs and kisses? Simply some more contact? The smile that has appeared on his face vanishes and a small pout takes its place.
Great his already grumpy morning mood has became worse because of this stupid puppy. He drags himself to the bathroom where Taemin is already brushing his teeth.
“Morning Key-hyung,” he sings with toothbrush in his mouth and a load of foam around his lips, making it a little difficult for Key to understand. But he manages and answers with a tired ‘morning’.
“Everything okay?” Taemin spits out the foam and washes his mouth, worriedly looking at him. Key nods and takes his own brush. The younger makes another attempt to say something, but is interrupted by an overjoyed idiot bursting into the bathroom.
“I wish you both a wonderful good morning.” Jonghyun’s strong singing voice echoes through the room as he brightly smiles at Taemin and Key. The latter slightly leans over the sink, thoroughly brushing his teeth. After a short moment of silence Taemin leaves the two of them alone, wishing the white haired boy a good morning on his way out. Now it is only Key and Jonghyun.
Happily humming the older makes his way over to the sink as well, brushing Key’s arm as he reaches for his toothbrush. The melody is from their new single ‘Why so serious?’ and that pulls Key’s already low mood down even more. Jonghyun’s whole being annoys him, the happiness and the flowers practically emitting from him saying: ‘Hey, I am super duper happy. The world is perfect!’
For Key the world consists of repeating two songs over and over and over again and that is exhausting. Adding up to his low mood is that his boyfriend standing right next to him, apparently doesn’t care about him. He shoots death glares at his happy hyung who doesn’t notice them at all. Jonghyun does a little dance in the bath, swirls around and copies a few moves from their newest song.
Key can’t take it anymore. He quickly spits out the toothpaste, cleans his face and leaves. In the process he may have hit the door shut a little too loud. What does he have to do to be noticed? He stomps back into his room and gets ready for the day. Today is their goodbye stage. Finally. Key doesn’t know why he is so pessimistic, but he can’t help it. It’s probably just the lack of attention from a certain someone.
There is some mumbling outside his room. Probably Jinki complaining about the loud noises, because they still have over two hours left until the performance. Key takes his headphones and plugs them into his ears, shutting the world out. He needs to distract his mind from Jonghyun.
The drive from the event back home is silent. They have all used their last bit of energy, all of them except Jonghyun, the never-getting-tired-idiot. Key glances over to him. His boyfriend has that stupid adorable big smile on as he watches the city passing by. He himself sits in his seat, fully turned to Jonghyun, with his right shoulder against the backrest. Most of the frustration from before has vanished and a little smile tugs at his lips. Taemin, Minho and Jinki are already asleep and Key is also at the edge to dreamland, his eyelids slowly closing. In this moment Jonghyun looks over to him, a tender loving smile on his lips.
The next morning is mostly like the day before. Key gets up, drags himself to the bathroom and gets ready. There is only one event in the morning and the rest of the day is going to be free time. Key can’t wait for it to come. He is terribly tired and the fact that Jonghyun still isn’t noticing him doesn’t improve his mood. There are small, dark shadows under his eyes, even though he slept enough. As Key is just applying some make up to cover the slight shadows Taemin comes bursting into the bathroom.
“Key, Key. Have you seen Jonghyun’s new twitter update?” The maknae giggles and waves Jonghyun’s phone in front of his face. He can’t see anything on the display as he tries to figure out what the younger means. “No, could you please hold still,” he orders with an annoyed voice and Taemin immediately holds still, giving him the opportunity to look at the picture.
Key just blankly stares at the selca of his boyfriend lazily lying in bed. Only when Taemin draws his attention to the text he notices the message dedicated to their fans. ‘A prize for you who are still awake.’ Is that really happening right now? Key feels like someone punched him into his stomach. He feels sick all of a sudden and turns to lean over the sink, breathing in a constant rhythm. “Is everything okay?” Taemin rubs his back worried about the unusual reaction.
Another steadying breath and he snatches the cell phone out of the younger’s hand who blinks at him in surprise as Key leaves the bathroom in a hurry.
“You’re a jerk!” He overreacts, he knows that, but apparently he needs to do something like this until his stupid boyfriend notices. The phone is harshly slammed on the surface of the kitchen table. Everybody stares at him, totally surprised at the feline boy’s reaction.
“What,” Jonghyun stutters and his gaze wanders between Key’s face and the phone in his hand. Kibum makes a hissing noise, turns in place and stomps into his room again. He feels terribly rejected in that moment. In one week Jonghyun never once found the time to come to his room. It would have been enough to stay with him for a few minutes; really, Key would be satisfied with that much. But almost nothing? The only times they touch are on stage and that makes Key so sad. It wasn’t the post right now, it is everything that has gathered over the days added together.
A few minutes later there is a knocking on the door and Jonghyun peeks inside the room.
“Please go, I don’t want to see you right now,” says Key and turns his back towards the door. He takes his phone and pointlessly skips through a few folders, back and forth, just to busy himself. Jonghyun doesn’t even say another word, doesn’t make an attempt to act. He closes the door and leaves him alone like he wanted him to. Small tears build at the corners of Key’s eyes. He wanted to be the only one Jonghyun looks at and cares about, not having to share him with the other SHINee member or the fans. He swallows the uprising tears and gets ready for the very last show.
On the way there he avoids Jonghyun as much as possible, because he knows if they get closer together he will forgive him and Key wants to stay angry at his boyfriend for a little while longer.
So he stays away and the others start to worry even more. They know that Key can be stubborn, but normally he has a reason to be angry and isn’t just mad at someone, especially not Jjong.
At the end of the event Key isn’t even angry anymore, there only is disappointment and rejection. Jonghyun didn’t make one try to talk to him or get his attention. He obeys his wish to leave him alone and so it is Key who steals glances at the white haired guy next to him as they drive back to the dorm. Sometimes Key wonders if Jonghyun really is that slow or simply acts it up.
They arrive home and Taemin immediately packs his stuff and disappears again, Onew vanishes in his room, and Minho grabs his bag to go exercise. That leaves Jonghyun and Key alone together. He sighs heavily and Jonghyun throws him an unreadable expression. They stare at each other for a few moments, Key waits for Jonghyun to do something, anything, and Jonghyun tries to figure out what Key wants him to do.
After a minute, which feels like hours, Key turns and goes to his room again. The 57 days weren’t good. He knew it. Jonghyun staying at his parent’s wasn’t good. He knew it. But he couldn’t tell the older what to do, after all he’s just his boyfriend and family is important as well. They couldn’t see each other on a daily basis like Jonghyun and Key do.
He is just being selfish right now. That much is for sure and the biggest problem for Key is, he knows that, but nevertheless he acts like this. He wants to embrace his boyfriend, have him near him, tell him that he loves him and that he isn’t angry at him. But he can’t, he is too stubborn.
With ever minute he sits in his room without any further response from Jonghyun he gets more uncertain. He is mean, he should go back to him and apologize. Jonghyun has been ill and that wasn’t his fault. Key feels guilty for everything he did, or rather not did in the past 48 hours. Right in the same moment as he stands up to go back to Jonghyun the one in question enters the room, an apologetic expression on his features.
“I’m sorry Key.” That is more than enough for Key give in. He doesn’t know if Jonghyun really understands what he’s done to make Key angry, but that can wait. The now showing smile reflects the contentment and bliss Key feels, because he can finally be alone with Jonghyun. He nods signalizing his boyfriend that he’s forgiven.
The white haired male comes over to his bed, but not before he closes the door behind him. Key stands up and meets him in the middle of the room and Jonghyun immediately embraces him with his strong, warm arms. A relieved sigh leaves Key’s lips. How long has he been waiting for something like that by now? He practically clings to the other male who chuckles at the reaction. “I missed you,” Jonghyun says with a soft voice and the happiness crashing down over Key is overwhelming. How can only a few words make him so happy?
“I missed you too.” Key buries his face in the crook of Jonghyun’s neck and breathes in the unique scent of his handsome boyfriend.
“Sorry it took so long.” Jonghyun’s hand draws little circles on Key’s back. The other hand slowly glides along his side, up his neck and to his chin, guiding it closer to Jonghyun’s lips. The feline boy’s eyes fall shut on the way and he melts into the kiss. Innocent and gentle - that’s what it can be described as. Key opens up and clenches the fabric over the others chest. Another reason why he has been so frustrated is, because he wanted to feel his boyfriend. By now it has been 64 days since they last touched each other and Key is yearning for attention.
He steps back again, guiding them to his bed. Jonghyun grins against his lips when he realizes what’s on the blonde’s mind. Key can’t wait any longer and it is the perfect opportunity. Minho and Taemin are not home and Onew is sleeping. As he bumps against the edge of his bed he lets himself fall onto it, now looking up at his boyfriend, still holding onto the hem of his shirt.
Jonghyun smirks down at Key as he practically begs him with a pleading eyes to continue, leaving the other no other option than to lean down and merge their lips together in a passionate kiss.
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a/n:
okay this took me one and a half day and i'm sooo exhausted right now! but i'm really glad that i finished it.
it's basically key being key and jjong being slow, nothing special but i had the urge to write something when i saw his freaking photo. This is so not okay!
well hoped you enjoed it~