Jul 18, 2005 02:37
UPDATE IN LIKE FOR EVER
its 2:30 in the moring and im still up with a terriable cold.....i havent updated in a while, cuz ive been to lazy, but right now theres nothing better to do..
so i just got back form the bahamas went on a cruz wiht the family and suzie, i wonted say it was all that fun, mainly because i didnt have any of my friends there if priscilla or ashley came it would of been a blast, and having my sister and suzie there, those girls really know how to bring some one down, one days while they were of doing god knows wut i just had a melt down, these i seem to be a looner, im not complaingin but i really do miss the old days when over the summer my friends would come over for the night and then we'ed go to there house and then come back and then go to there house, and on and on, but truely i dont think i have spent the night at anyones house this summer or no ones came over, i really cant wait for school to start im gona hang with new ppl, ill always have priscilla and ashley but ashley istn going to olympia shes going to be home schooled and priscilla has her own group of friends to ahng with, so im gona get my own....everyone from last year hardly talk to, some i see, but its at there time, whihc is bull shit, im tired of tragging people around.....im taking on somking to release all the empty ness i feel these days its a bad happite but it helps....this week i work everydya but tuesday, and i actually am starting to like work alot, the people there dont know the old me, they just know the person im becoming...for some reason i feel like im gona be a big pot head next year, im not usre why but if my life goes like it is right now i wouldnt really care, when you have a high your some one else and it fills great. im finially going to take my permit test, and ashley you where right this sucks i have to wait after i turn 16 to get my lisecene, i could just say im going to work and then go off by myself.
so ive figured out what im gona do with my life, and this makes me excited about growing up, im going to finish high school a year early and move up to indy and live with my grandma and go to the university of central indy, because ive been looking at some stuff about them and im going to go in to the beatuy business... im gona study to be a Esthctician/Make-Up artist, everyone asks me to do there make up and now i can get paid for it....after i finish school i want to move to Las Vagas and get a job doing the show girls make up, that would be awesome...
well i guess ive drained enough out for anyone who reads all of this....i guess someone really cares
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