all i really have to say...
AMBER i love u and if u see this then ... thanks so much for listenin to my problems i mean i think it did help me too get some of it out... AND all the other people that support me with everything THANKS to u too. I am really stressed and sometime i feel like i am not gonna make it though each and every draining day of my life... But there are a few good people that still care.. even though they might not understand wat i am going though... I APPRECAITE it ... I think the thing that i remember my daddy for most is he always made me say thank u ... i haven't done it in such a long time ... but i am sayin it now ... SO yeah even though i get stressed i know in my HEART that people care about me even when they don't show it very much... i think the whole reason i am thinkin all this is because of an email that caroline sent me ... it was really sweet ... so thanks caro ... well i think i am gonna go so i love u all ... even if i don't always act like it ... i still do