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Jul 29, 2010 21:39

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I just don't know how to feel about this...!

I can't believe that, after I tried to explain everything I knew, he still refused to believe me! I told him that I saw the arsonist come to Serendipity and set the place on fire, but I didn't know a time or a date! I tried to tell him that my visions don't come with a time and date print on them, but he just got even more annoyed! It's like he's blaming me for what happened to the restaurant...! I don't know whether I should be angry at him for it or upset with him!

In my vision, he ended up with bad burns and was in hospital for months. I managed to get us both out before anyone got hurt! Shouldn't our lives be just as important, if not more, than a building that can be rebuilt...?! You can't rebuild a life once it's taken! I can't understand why he's so angry with me! He's barely looked at me or spoken to me since I told him, and I just don't understand! I know that Serendipity meant a lot to him and his dad, but I did everything I could! I didn't know that the arsonist would be there that night!

I'm so upset and angry and... I just feel lonely. I hope we go home soon.

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I've enjoyed traveling around this summer, but I'm looking forward to going home. It's going to be a year soon, since my dad died (no, my birth dad is still alive; I'm talking about my adoptive father). I really want to be with my mom when that happens because, even though my mom has someone new in her life (mine and Kairi's dad), I know she misses him all the time. We all do.

I've gotten to do a lot of cooking with the locals, though! I've taken a few classes, just to see what I can learn, and it's been good fun! I think I have enough under my belt now to keep Kairi and me fed for another semester, ha! I'm kidding, though, we usually alternate cooking duty when we decide to eat together. It's cheaper than going out to eat.

I can't believe I'll be a Junior in a few weeks... it really feels like only yesterday I was a Freshman, all nervous and shaky! But I have art trips to look forward to this year and the prep work for my final piece next school year. I don't know what I'll do after senior year, to be honest... what do artists do when they graduate? Go on and do an MA?

I don't know... suggestions anyone?

anniversary, new semester, art, pence

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