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i have a hair cut. it looked really nice last night i thought, felt nice and soft, but then i straightened it and fooled with it this morning. now it looks exactly the same as before. i'm in a hair rut! i'm really frustrated with it. no one understands. i cried this morning... cried over hair..
last night it took me about 3 hours to get home. the roads were horrible! someone even tapped me and broke the trailer hitch thing light. which sucks because my dad just installed it. so of course i'll get hell.
i'm such a beast. how did i ever let myself get like this. i wonder what people from the outside looking in see. i have really low self esteem. i let really small things get to me. i'm envious and jealous more than it is healthy.. i'm always visualizing greener grass on the other side. but i continue to act like a baboon. people constantly remind me / get me to think i am uneducated and beneath them. i probably am. i don't know how i ever managed getting through high school with this much mental retardation.. i guess i'm just immature.
last night it took me about 3 hours to get home. the roads were horrible! someone even tapped me and broke the trailer hitch thing light. which sucks because my dad just installed it. so of course i'll get hell.
i'm such a beast. how did i ever let myself get like this. i wonder what people from the outside looking in see. i have really low self esteem. i let really small things get to me. i'm envious and jealous more than it is healthy.. i'm always visualizing greener grass on the other side. but i continue to act like a baboon. people constantly remind me / get me to think i am uneducated and beneath them. i probably am. i don't know how i ever managed getting through high school with this much mental retardation.. i guess i'm just immature.