no threnody for good friends never come to pass
something clicked right then and there. the nervousness soaked into the floor, cold felt acetone, instantly dried with no guilt to clean a mess.
she said, "i've seen you do it before. you'll be alright."
she was referring to the doubt i had in myself for completing a musical project. that considerate and heartfelt honesty i hadn't heard in years.
it's been seven years and yet i still know her better than i know myself these days.
very odd window to be looking out on in from.
so here i am at work with all these young kids in their aftermath rebel stages acting on ignorant impulses for a quick fix of laughter like we once were, you and i. so strange how things change and yet remain in place. i can remember so much, forgive but not forget.
i said, "when i become successful with my art and music i'll look at you through the camera in on out, eye to eye through your television and tell you i miss you in silence"
i said that a long day ago
seems like today.
perhaps it is.
let's share a table soon tomarrow.
she said, "i've seen you do it before. you'll be alright."
she was referring to the doubt i had in myself for completing a musical project. that considerate and heartfelt honesty i hadn't heard in years.
it's been seven years and yet i still know her better than i know myself these days.
very odd window to be looking out on in from.
so here i am at work with all these young kids in their aftermath rebel stages acting on ignorant impulses for a quick fix of laughter like we once were, you and i. so strange how things change and yet remain in place. i can remember so much, forgive but not forget.
i said, "when i become successful with my art and music i'll look at you through the camera in on out, eye to eye through your television and tell you i miss you in silence"
i said that a long day ago
seems like today.
perhaps it is.
let's share a table soon tomarrow.