Kacey

Sep 07, 2003 18:22

This isnt going to make anyone feel better about anything....But its the only thing i can do. I will only state how i really feel about this and weather you belive it or not well thats all for you to decide.
Kacey has been my friend for a while since second grade basically, weve had our problems and weve worked them out and (i anyway) have plain forgot about some...Kacey has done a wonderful thing for me...In fact i feel like the biggest asshole in the world for not mentioning this...A while back I told kacey about things i was hearing...basically evil thoughts coming from a voice that was not my own...she told me to see mr sheehan and after much refusal to do it i finnaly went...eventually i saw a psychatrist and I found out that i have a form of schzophrenia and im on meds not to contain it. ALL OF THIS IS THANKS TO KACEY SO HERE AND NOW I STAND FOREVER IN HER DEBT. And dont get me wrong she has done pleanty to help me in her life and if i can ever pay her back ever by doing anything ever i would gladly comply. BUT still understand its not like she wants to help me its that she does because she cares about me, i care about her too but im just not as good of a friend to her as she is to me. We dont talk as much as we used to (sadly) and i hope i can be a better friend to her than i am now someday soon. She will always be in my heart even when she moves away
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