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I really miss Cyrus.
But I also can't help but believe that his life didn't stop when he hit rock bottom. Literally. I talk to people who used to know him and they agree. At the Ithaca festival on Saturday I think it was, I ran into Mel, who was his ex and we got to talking about him and how we each had had signs that maybe there was something more to this. Like dreams. I might have written about mine a little while back. But I know it wasn't just a dream. I feel it in my bones. I feel like he's kind of watching out over me and my son and he knows what's going on.
Maybe I'm still dillusional in my grief for I have never gotten over what happened, even if it was almost 4 years ago. His departure of this world has left me very very scarred for life and I think about him a lot. Everyone who knew himagreed that even before he died, there was something special abotu him that no one could put their finger on. I bet he had wings he kept tucked under his skin.
But I also can't help but believe that his life didn't stop when he hit rock bottom. Literally. I talk to people who used to know him and they agree. At the Ithaca festival on Saturday I think it was, I ran into Mel, who was his ex and we got to talking about him and how we each had had signs that maybe there was something more to this. Like dreams. I might have written about mine a little while back. But I know it wasn't just a dream. I feel it in my bones. I feel like he's kind of watching out over me and my son and he knows what's going on.
Maybe I'm still dillusional in my grief for I have never gotten over what happened, even if it was almost 4 years ago. His departure of this world has left me very very scarred for life and I think about him a lot. Everyone who knew himagreed that even before he died, there was something special abotu him that no one could put their finger on. I bet he had wings he kept tucked under his skin.