I really adore you, and you know this, but I feel like a burden half the time because you tend to ignore me every now & again. I don't feel like things are reciprocated as they should be-- but that's just me being selfish, isn't it? Maybe I just wish I could give you the world and you'd accept it, and I wouldn't want anything back. Though, you have a horrible tendency of pushing me away as if someone else is taking away that burden, but it's just.. I feel like it's not enough sometimes. I'm learning and teaching myself to pull back and allow you to fix things on your own, but you seem to be the type who keeps things in the depths of your throat-- and I want to get you to spit them the fuck out.
As long as you'll be okay... because when you laugh, smile, and enjoy yourself I'm just as happy standing along side of you. I appreciate everything you do, and who you are. I can only hope you'll find someone amazing-- you probably know who this is now, especially when I say: I'll be right behind you in case you find yourself stumbling backwards.
Don't be afraid to be yourself. We all love you for who you are, and you'll find that it's not impossible to smile through times like these.
I'm sorry I've made you feel this way, semiobviousanon. I've been going through a lot personally throughout the time I've known you and yeah, I do tend to push certain people away when I'm going through things. But that's because I want to show you only the best sides of me.
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anonymous
December 29 2008, 03:24:36 UTC
But I've seen every which way & side of you... I don't want you to be here for me. I'd rather you just take care of yourself. I'd love to see you take care of yourself. I'm proud of you.
As long as you'll be okay... because when you laugh, smile, and enjoy yourself I'm just as happy standing along side of you. I appreciate everything you do, and who you are. I can only hope you'll find someone amazing-- you probably know who this is now, especially when I say: I'll be right behind you in case you find yourself stumbling backwards.
Don't be afraid to be yourself. We all love you for who you are, and you'll find that it's not impossible to smile through times like these.
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I'll try to be there for you more. ♥
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I don't want you to be here for me. I'd rather you just take care of yourself. I'd love to see you take care of yourself. I'm proud of you.
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I'm gonna take care of myself. Don't worry about that.
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