I'm tired....I need a life
Hello, it's been a week since my last entry, I just want to sleep right now.
Nothing new happened today, I have been calling jobs to see if they're hiring, and all they will keep saying is "We're just accepting applications
for now," blah blah. Ugh, I need to move out of here so much; I am actually tired of staying here too much. I need to be on my own. I need
my own personal space because as of now, I have to keep all my food and snacks in my own room in my house. Also, my mom's boyfriend
has some type of short temper, hopefully not some full rage, but he keeps getting upset recently. For instance, couple days ago my mom talked to me in the kitchen, and she said I need to respect him and welcome him into this house. I really don't know what I did, but she said that I gave him an attitude at him and I knocked on the door to let him know that my mom called for him. He thought I had an attitude towards when I clearly didn't; he must've mistaken it as my personality because that wasn't no attitude. But it looks like he got upset about it and whine at my mom about it, I mean I am welcoming him into my home and respecting him. I don't know what this man whats, so I barely talk to him since I just stay in my room all day. He's here for my mother, and he doesn't need to impress me or become my father figure. I grew up without a dad, and I can still manage my life without a father, too. I just want my mother to be happy and to stay happy for eternity, even though she'll have to get old and pass away someday, but I just want my mom to finally enjoy her moments with a man that she loves. I don't want to interfere with that, either. As of now, I'm just going to keep applying for jobs and calling them; furthermore, I can finally save up and move out. I'm about to turn 24 this year, gosh, wow, that's pretty old to stay here. However, I know I am not the only one. I just need confidence within myself, and that I can have a more optimistic kind of life.
Well, I need to take a shower. Byyyyyyeeeeeeeeeee xD
P.S. I've been watching The Most Popular Girls In School lately and Brittany is my favorite character, and I can't wait for season 2 this year. ^^
Nothing new happened today, I have been calling jobs to see if they're hiring, and all they will keep saying is "We're just accepting applications
for now," blah blah. Ugh, I need to move out of here so much; I am actually tired of staying here too much. I need to be on my own. I need
my own personal space because as of now, I have to keep all my food and snacks in my own room in my house. Also, my mom's boyfriend
has some type of short temper, hopefully not some full rage, but he keeps getting upset recently. For instance, couple days ago my mom talked to me in the kitchen, and she said I need to respect him and welcome him into this house. I really don't know what I did, but she said that I gave him an attitude at him and I knocked on the door to let him know that my mom called for him. He thought I had an attitude towards when I clearly didn't; he must've mistaken it as my personality because that wasn't no attitude. But it looks like he got upset about it and whine at my mom about it, I mean I am welcoming him into my home and respecting him. I don't know what this man whats, so I barely talk to him since I just stay in my room all day. He's here for my mother, and he doesn't need to impress me or become my father figure. I grew up without a dad, and I can still manage my life without a father, too. I just want my mother to be happy and to stay happy for eternity, even though she'll have to get old and pass away someday, but I just want my mom to finally enjoy her moments with a man that she loves. I don't want to interfere with that, either. As of now, I'm just going to keep applying for jobs and calling them; furthermore, I can finally save up and move out. I'm about to turn 24 this year, gosh, wow, that's pretty old to stay here. However, I know I am not the only one. I just need confidence within myself, and that I can have a more optimistic kind of life.
Well, I need to take a shower. Byyyyyyeeeeeeeeeee xD
P.S. I've been watching The Most Popular Girls In School lately and Brittany is my favorite character, and I can't wait for season 2 this year. ^^