Could be a comeback...
I have been wanting to just write lately and facebook isnt reallyfor the long updates soi thought of coming back to livejournal peiodically just to vent I guess. How many years has it been? My entire life is different, I work at a full time job with a good company, with good benifits buti hate it so much I feel like making a huge sceen one day and just ripping a travel agent anew one and then storming out. Its my dream.
I am going to hawaii in less then a week, I feel that this trip needs to be the start of my life without Ty, we broke up in January after 4 1/2 years together and it feels like part of me is just gone, like I can't function without my other part of me. Its been getting better though and I can only hope hawaii is part of that new adventure.
Also I got stood up for the first time yesterday. And I am not talking about someone just didn't call when we were making plans, I mean it was his idea to meet and then he never came. He wanted to talk about our "relationship" because apparently it seems I have a crush on him, that in conjunction with him liking meback in high school (he never said anything about actually liking me now) are apparently grounds for starting something I guess. - lethim know that I am not readyfor anything yet, andi don't think he is either, but nowhe is upset with me I think,which kinda sucks cause he is my bestguy friend.
I hate bus drivers who pull away before anyones seated, I ran into something yesterday when they pulled away and now I have ahuge bruise on my leg. It hurts.
Also I went tanning today to get ready for my trip, it was the first time I had been tanning since high school when I went with Leigh and Maddy. It was pretty much awesome even though it was only 7 minutes because I am so white.
I am going to hawaii in less then a week, I feel that this trip needs to be the start of my life without Ty, we broke up in January after 4 1/2 years together and it feels like part of me is just gone, like I can't function without my other part of me. Its been getting better though and I can only hope hawaii is part of that new adventure.
Also I got stood up for the first time yesterday. And I am not talking about someone just didn't call when we were making plans, I mean it was his idea to meet and then he never came. He wanted to talk about our "relationship" because apparently it seems I have a crush on him, that in conjunction with him liking meback in high school (he never said anything about actually liking me now) are apparently grounds for starting something I guess. - lethim know that I am not readyfor anything yet, andi don't think he is either, but nowhe is upset with me I think,which kinda sucks cause he is my bestguy friend.
I hate bus drivers who pull away before anyones seated, I ran into something yesterday when they pulled away and now I have ahuge bruise on my leg. It hurts.
Also I went tanning today to get ready for my trip, it was the first time I had been tanning since high school when I went with Leigh and Maddy. It was pretty much awesome even though it was only 7 minutes because I am so white.