And to think that life is somewhat good.
I miss my friends, and lots of them.
Here I am, 11:45 PM, looking at the stars and getting homesick. Damn. Nothing is good right now. Online people are wicked cool. Kinda reminds me of what happened in my past, where anyone is cool without getting "popular".
And to think that life is sweet, I guess it really depends on the maker. I mean, others whine about depression. While there are drugs out there to keep it out, my solution is getting very busy. Do at least something, and not whine. Although in situations similar to these that I get depressed, It is because that I miss my former friends, relatives and some good memories.
Speaking of memories, Our grad dinner was my worse yet. Sure, I had loads of fun, but it wasn't the fun I was looking for. I resorted to a common logic to "do the best you can and enjoy", it doesn't feel "right" to be in a company who made friends with you in a single day.
Worse event yet, I hate it.
No use crying over spilled milk. I am committed to do something better. I will definitely find inspiration, and one day in college, have a huge blast on its graduation.
The mistake at grad dinner and dance was a lesson for me to remember, that happiness is found at the heart of true friends who stick to you no matter what, and not by knowing them overnight.
Well, to my online friends: Thank you. I owe you lots. Love you 'til the end.
(to Phen: you rock dude. even if its online, I feel that we are somewhat connected, and that connection makes us deep, deep friends. Thank you, my friend, for being you and being friendly.
to PHM: We never talk much, but you make me happy. You remind me of times when I should be happy instead of looking down in depression. thanks a lot.
to Nika: We rarely talk, but hey, you make me comfortable, in more ways than one.
to Msj: Honesty sister. you are adorable and cute in lot of ways. I'm glad to be your older online bro.
to the rest: Thank you for your honesty)
Well goodnight people, and have good days always.
Here I am, 11:45 PM, looking at the stars and getting homesick. Damn. Nothing is good right now. Online people are wicked cool. Kinda reminds me of what happened in my past, where anyone is cool without getting "popular".
And to think that life is sweet, I guess it really depends on the maker. I mean, others whine about depression. While there are drugs out there to keep it out, my solution is getting very busy. Do at least something, and not whine. Although in situations similar to these that I get depressed, It is because that I miss my former friends, relatives and some good memories.
Speaking of memories, Our grad dinner was my worse yet. Sure, I had loads of fun, but it wasn't the fun I was looking for. I resorted to a common logic to "do the best you can and enjoy", it doesn't feel "right" to be in a company who made friends with you in a single day.
Worse event yet, I hate it.
No use crying over spilled milk. I am committed to do something better. I will definitely find inspiration, and one day in college, have a huge blast on its graduation.
The mistake at grad dinner and dance was a lesson for me to remember, that happiness is found at the heart of true friends who stick to you no matter what, and not by knowing them overnight.
Well, to my online friends: Thank you. I owe you lots. Love you 'til the end.
(to Phen: you rock dude. even if its online, I feel that we are somewhat connected, and that connection makes us deep, deep friends. Thank you, my friend, for being you and being friendly.
to PHM: We never talk much, but you make me happy. You remind me of times when I should be happy instead of looking down in depression. thanks a lot.
to Nika: We rarely talk, but hey, you make me comfortable, in more ways than one.
to Msj: Honesty sister. you are adorable and cute in lot of ways. I'm glad to be your older online bro.
to the rest: Thank you for your honesty)
Well goodnight people, and have good days always.