Beautiful
Weather :). Its Spring, a time of rebirth, meaning that new things will happen again.
Also, my urge to care and worry of friends has increased. I am not the type of guy, who since only online, disrespects others. No no no. I wasn't born like that. My love for my friends are deep. So deep that even an accident makes the bonding more stronger.
Since I was young, I was but silent to the world. My opinions didn't exist on anyone's ears, as they only "partially" listened because they impose good will, which was the other way around really. I tried to "lean" myself towards some people, but all they offered me was deaf ears, and fake disposition.
I feel like I'm losing myself, and this is one of the realities I must face, a guy like me.. as an everyman. I do not stand out, because I was born that way. I am not deeply loved, because that's the way things turned out on me. Although jealous, I cannot change the fact that I am this way. Pretty ironic though, because I want to be the center of attention, or at least, some major attention, which... I am not. Very sad of me.
Well people, I've opened up a little bit. *sigh*
Have a good day everyone.
Also, my urge to care and worry of friends has increased. I am not the type of guy, who since only online, disrespects others. No no no. I wasn't born like that. My love for my friends are deep. So deep that even an accident makes the bonding more stronger.
Since I was young, I was but silent to the world. My opinions didn't exist on anyone's ears, as they only "partially" listened because they impose good will, which was the other way around really. I tried to "lean" myself towards some people, but all they offered me was deaf ears, and fake disposition.
I feel like I'm losing myself, and this is one of the realities I must face, a guy like me.. as an everyman. I do not stand out, because I was born that way. I am not deeply loved, because that's the way things turned out on me. Although jealous, I cannot change the fact that I am this way. Pretty ironic though, because I want to be the center of attention, or at least, some major attention, which... I am not. Very sad of me.
Well people, I've opened up a little bit. *sigh*
Have a good day everyone.