In a long while things do change, but the memories remain.
I'm back from all the hassles that my life has to offer.
After being screwed over in my past job like a stringed puppet, I've decided to take a break from all the nuisances that I am currently facing. That was the reason I was out from the internet: that godforesaken job where nobody respects your individuality and uphold some sort of "society" within an "in-group". Oh well, they're tolerable. My ears are closed and my body is focused on the task.
In taking a long "break", I have met people who turned my life around. This one Japanese girl I admired because of her personality came into my life in an unsuspecting moment. Remember, I just admired. It was only a day and well.. I have to admit she had captured my heart and such.
But love is a bitch, isn't it?
She had a boyfriend back in Okinawa. There goes hope but hey, it was all good. I'd say it was a tad early to feel for that, but it was some sort of an "open embrace" to me (For all I know, I did not get hugs from girls around my age or from other people expect some close friends) and that I tolerate.
The second one is that I took lots of trips to various places this summer. Good? I think it was a breathe of fresh air going inside my lungs. I needed the break, providing the strain from continuous workloads and ranting supervisors for no good reason. I went from the countryside to the interior, which was fun, so I can really get my mind off those prejudiced morons.
The cash all went to tuition (good thing I bought some new things first).
As for the new things, I bought 2 OSTs from a local anime store. They were about .. $50, so it was all good. I'm planning to buy there sometime in the future. As for animes? Hell I don't know. Videogames currently occupy my time, and for that I am currently happy. I've bought numerous CDs that I really liked, one DVD, couple of videogames and books/magazines/etc.
But the best part this season is: I get to talk more when people are around, compared to my shyness from way before, thanks to new benefactors. I feel great everytime I talk to some person, stranger or no. I'll just need to be extremely careful right now.
Well bye, and it was nice seeing you all again. Kudos.
After being screwed over in my past job like a stringed puppet, I've decided to take a break from all the nuisances that I am currently facing. That was the reason I was out from the internet: that godforesaken job where nobody respects your individuality and uphold some sort of "society" within an "in-group". Oh well, they're tolerable. My ears are closed and my body is focused on the task.
In taking a long "break", I have met people who turned my life around. This one Japanese girl I admired because of her personality came into my life in an unsuspecting moment. Remember, I just admired. It was only a day and well.. I have to admit she had captured my heart and such.
But love is a bitch, isn't it?
She had a boyfriend back in Okinawa. There goes hope but hey, it was all good. I'd say it was a tad early to feel for that, but it was some sort of an "open embrace" to me (For all I know, I did not get hugs from girls around my age or from other people expect some close friends) and that I tolerate.
The second one is that I took lots of trips to various places this summer. Good? I think it was a breathe of fresh air going inside my lungs. I needed the break, providing the strain from continuous workloads and ranting supervisors for no good reason. I went from the countryside to the interior, which was fun, so I can really get my mind off those prejudiced morons.
The cash all went to tuition (good thing I bought some new things first).
As for the new things, I bought 2 OSTs from a local anime store. They were about .. $50, so it was all good. I'm planning to buy there sometime in the future. As for animes? Hell I don't know. Videogames currently occupy my time, and for that I am currently happy. I've bought numerous CDs that I really liked, one DVD, couple of videogames and books/magazines/etc.
But the best part this season is: I get to talk more when people are around, compared to my shyness from way before, thanks to new benefactors. I feel great everytime I talk to some person, stranger or no. I'll just need to be extremely careful right now.
Well bye, and it was nice seeing you all again. Kudos.