Armada.

Sep 01, 2003 13:02

Lovely title, isn't it?

Anyway, For the last 2 months of my vacation, I had some pretty good times to recollect and remember. More importantly, I have returned to a particular forum, because I miss the people who I both respect and love.

I was in Seattle 2 days ago (including yesterday), looking around at some sights and attractions. It was splendid. Near the Space Needle was our inn. It only took a couple of minutes walk from the inn to the attraction.

I loved what I saw up there. That, people, looking beyond the buildings kept me at peace. However, I was also depressed at that time too. Why? Because of the incident many months ago about things that doesn't matter, and those who did matter. After contemplating for 3 hours atop the Space Needle for viewing, and with constant "looking away for peace" action, I came to a solid decision, that things mattered to me are those who I love deeply, respect highly, and those who remembered me, kept me in their thoughts while I was away thinking of them too.

Friendships.. yes. That's what I lack normally. But when I returned to this forum, I felt subtle, calming acceptance that I was still a member in that forum, and to that I will cherish for good.

I met some old friends and new ones. Now mind you, they are still cool as hell, and they make both of our lives better. I really, REALLY want to meet them. I need a break in this goddamn house, or something. Good thing I got this cellphone though, bought before we left for Seattle. Maybe this is the tool that will permit me to finally speak and hear the voices of my friends.

College. Can't live without it, can't enter normally. Right now, I am hating myself for some reason (yeah, college). I feel nervous, racked, something going to happen. But I tell you, if you have good friends that love you, I tell you, that's all you need in this world full of corruption and pride.

Of due importance, I like to dedicate my love to my sister, because she is important to me. I would certainly LOVE to meet her, and at least, be with her for a day, and be like a normal brother and sister :)

Well buddies. It may be the last day before school but hell, I'll keep in touch with all of you.

Love you all my good friends and partners, and I'll see you again :)
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