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i don't know why this bugs me.
at least he told me that he was going to smoke pot. but i guess i thought he would be back in enough time to walk tonight.
maybe he smoked a lot of pot and he's too stoned to drive.
this has made me upset.
it makes me think things like, "pot is more important than me"
"i guess walking isn't that important anymore"
coupled with the fact that things could be changing very soon, and won't even be here anymore. it's like i have to have every single moment with him, because i might not be able to see him again as regularly or at all.
i feel very sad.
i don't want to cry about this.
i don't want to be pissed at him about this.
it's just an upset.
maybe it will go away :(
at least he told me that he was going to smoke pot. but i guess i thought he would be back in enough time to walk tonight.
maybe he smoked a lot of pot and he's too stoned to drive.
this has made me upset.
it makes me think things like, "pot is more important than me"
"i guess walking isn't that important anymore"
coupled with the fact that things could be changing very soon, and won't even be here anymore. it's like i have to have every single moment with him, because i might not be able to see him again as regularly or at all.
i feel very sad.
i don't want to cry about this.
i don't want to be pissed at him about this.
it's just an upset.
maybe it will go away :(