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Title: Porcelain
Author: Bella (_belsibub_) and Emelie (memelie)
Paring: Matt/Jere
Summary: Matt finally tells Jere who he really is, knowing that he will lose his only friend, forever.
Thanks: to imfallingdeep for all the help <3
Disclaimer: We know Matt and Jere and they asked us to write this. This is 100% fiction!!!
Note: So, this is the deal, Bella writes the letters from Matt and Emelie writes the letters from Jere
Previous letters: here
April 18
That was the second time today someone questioned my sexuality! What’s got into everyone? I am straight! *pouts*
My sister thought it was gay because I got happy when she gave me your letter! And she’s been teasing me about it ever since. Yeah right, isn’t it like normal behaviour to get happy when you get a letter from a friend when you are sick? She sat and watched me while I read it and kept telling me it was gay to write letters to someone I talk to everyday.
Fuck her!
Don’t think I told her to watch over you! I was too out of it to ask her! I’ve been like fast asleep for the past 3 days! If I were more conscious, maybe I would have asked her, but I didn’t. Happy she did it though, ha!
I think I will try to keep her away form you in the future. Cause I think she might start to get a crush on you, and I don’t want one more unhappy love to deal with.
Like I said, I’ve been asleep for the past few days now. But today I managed to watch a movie! And sleep. Right now, I think I’m too weak for finishing this letter...I don’t like being sick!
Remind me not to write to you when I got the flu again. And don’t write to me when you are tired.
See you when I feel better!
//J
April 21
Here I am again! Happy to see me? I feel much better today, I think I’ll be back in school tomorrow.
I have to go back anyway, so I won’t get too far behind. One week is too long to be sick.
It’s not my fault that I’m a cuddly person! I’ve liked to cuddle all my life, ask my family. And I haven’t been in a serious relationship for a while, I’ve just fooled around with a few girls. And that doesn’t fill my cuddle quota. It’s just so nice to be close to someone, don't you think? Like when you're a baby and always wants to be close to your mother.
I knew you had carved in my name again. I thought it looked fresher than the last time I saw it. (I know you try to hide it, but I see everything!) I didn't dare ask you, because you didn't know that I saw it at the moment.
And it is true that your arms would look more beautiful without all the cuts! You have to admit that a pair of arms that look smooth and neutral looks much better than a pair of arms that looks like a tattoo guy has played with them, and then forgotten about when the work was half done. Yeah...I hope you get my point.
It’s not long until your birthday now! You’ll be 18, so we have to celebrate that! And what do you want?
Damn, I wish you were here now! I don't know...I just got that urgent feeling that I wanted you to be here. You make me all emotional and even cuddlier than I am! Damn you!
Well, now I have too sleep a bit more, so I'll be fit for facing school again tomorrow. See you there!
//Jere
Author: Bella (_belsibub_) and Emelie (memelie)
Paring: Matt/Jere
Summary: Matt finally tells Jere who he really is, knowing that he will lose his only friend, forever.
Thanks: to imfallingdeep for all the help <3
Disclaimer: We know Matt and Jere and they asked us to write this. This is 100% fiction!!!
Note: So, this is the deal, Bella writes the letters from Matt and Emelie writes the letters from Jere
Previous letters: here
April 18
That was the second time today someone questioned my sexuality! What’s got into everyone? I am straight! *pouts*
My sister thought it was gay because I got happy when she gave me your letter! And she’s been teasing me about it ever since. Yeah right, isn’t it like normal behaviour to get happy when you get a letter from a friend when you are sick? She sat and watched me while I read it and kept telling me it was gay to write letters to someone I talk to everyday.
Fuck her!
Don’t think I told her to watch over you! I was too out of it to ask her! I’ve been like fast asleep for the past 3 days! If I were more conscious, maybe I would have asked her, but I didn’t. Happy she did it though, ha!
I think I will try to keep her away form you in the future. Cause I think she might start to get a crush on you, and I don’t want one more unhappy love to deal with.
Like I said, I’ve been asleep for the past few days now. But today I managed to watch a movie! And sleep. Right now, I think I’m too weak for finishing this letter...I don’t like being sick!
Remind me not to write to you when I got the flu again. And don’t write to me when you are tired.
See you when I feel better!
//J
April 21
Here I am again! Happy to see me? I feel much better today, I think I’ll be back in school tomorrow.
I have to go back anyway, so I won’t get too far behind. One week is too long to be sick.
It’s not my fault that I’m a cuddly person! I’ve liked to cuddle all my life, ask my family. And I haven’t been in a serious relationship for a while, I’ve just fooled around with a few girls. And that doesn’t fill my cuddle quota. It’s just so nice to be close to someone, don't you think? Like when you're a baby and always wants to be close to your mother.
I knew you had carved in my name again. I thought it looked fresher than the last time I saw it. (I know you try to hide it, but I see everything!) I didn't dare ask you, because you didn't know that I saw it at the moment.
And it is true that your arms would look more beautiful without all the cuts! You have to admit that a pair of arms that look smooth and neutral looks much better than a pair of arms that looks like a tattoo guy has played with them, and then forgotten about when the work was half done. Yeah...I hope you get my point.
It’s not long until your birthday now! You’ll be 18, so we have to celebrate that! And what do you want?
Damn, I wish you were here now! I don't know...I just got that urgent feeling that I wanted you to be here. You make me all emotional and even cuddlier than I am! Damn you!
Well, now I have too sleep a bit more, so I'll be fit for facing school again tomorrow. See you there!
//Jere