egypt is lovely as is de-nial
I'm just a combination of the scarecrow, tinman, and lion....
tin-man didn't have a heart
scarecrow didn't have a brain
and the lion no courage
Well i stopped blocking my heart from my brain... And realized wtf my heart had been saying... but i don't realy have the courage to let anyone else know... especialy not superman.
When did life get so complicated?! When the hell did i turn into my nightmare? Why the fricken flying fuck can't i just figure out a way to make it less complicated?!
Stupid beautiful people! Them and their making their smart points! Bringing up things that i realy wish i didn't know. I wish i didn't know so that i could just be happy and blissful in egypt... visiting de-nial! It was so nice there... When i could blame other complications for whats wrong instead of the simple fact that my personality and others is so jagged that i hope the mold was broken! Its to hard to function like this. My mind being pulled in ten different directions on one subject. Working. Then being pulled in five different directions on another. And then theres all the random things that pop into my head as those are going on....
Goodness no wonder! Gah! I feel f'in horrible for even trying to hate your guts when i take a look at myself and go FM! Thats alot of shtuff to be going on with one person at any one time. No wonder we have superman complexes when you look at how much your dealing with you start to feel a little invincible and super hero esk like just maybe you are superman...
tin-man didn't have a heart
scarecrow didn't have a brain
and the lion no courage
Well i stopped blocking my heart from my brain... And realized wtf my heart had been saying... but i don't realy have the courage to let anyone else know... especialy not superman.
When did life get so complicated?! When the hell did i turn into my nightmare? Why the fricken flying fuck can't i just figure out a way to make it less complicated?!
Stupid beautiful people! Them and their making their smart points! Bringing up things that i realy wish i didn't know. I wish i didn't know so that i could just be happy and blissful in egypt... visiting de-nial! It was so nice there... When i could blame other complications for whats wrong instead of the simple fact that my personality and others is so jagged that i hope the mold was broken! Its to hard to function like this. My mind being pulled in ten different directions on one subject. Working. Then being pulled in five different directions on another. And then theres all the random things that pop into my head as those are going on....
Goodness no wonder! Gah! I feel f'in horrible for even trying to hate your guts when i take a look at myself and go FM! Thats alot of shtuff to be going on with one person at any one time. No wonder we have superman complexes when you look at how much your dealing with you start to feel a little invincible and super hero esk like just maybe you are superman...